ryan
Posted Jun 1, 2013 by anonymous | 2399 views | 2 comments
I honestly have no idea what to do. This is going to sound incredibly, massively childish and stupid and embarrassing. I've never liked anyone before. Ever. I've never understood it, never wanted it, I just have never comprehended it. But I can't explain this at all. I literally have no comprehensible way of saying this - but all I want to do when I look/am around you, I want to make you happy. I just want you to smile, or somehow make you laugh at my terrible puns or just be happy. Even though you're older than me, I want to some how open as many doors as I possible can for you because you're just so incredibly, massively brilliant and you have such amazing ideas that I think the world needs, that can help so many people and make a massive impact on the way things are done. But whenever I look at you, my chest hurts. It hurst s to breathe when I'm around you, but I don't want to leave your side. I know that you're leaving, I know that you're going on to do amazing things at med school. I know that I will most likely never see you again after you graduate. But it hurts. Fuck, it hurts so much.
Commented Jun 2, 2013 by anonymous
who is this this is a guy named Ryan
Commented Jun 1, 2013 by anonymous
He must have given nice pleasure though.