
Renewed memories
Posted Apr 14, 2011 by anonymous | 448 views | 4 comments
This is something that happened twenty two years ago and caused me extreme embarrassment and humiliation. What brought it to mind is that I saw Justin last week at a downtown resturant but doubt if he saw me. My son and I lived in an apartment buiding and became very friendly with my neighbors. The parents Janet and Dan were very nice and their two sons were Justin and Jason. Justin was 14 at the time and the same age as my son, his brother Jason was twelve. It started when their parents and I gave our apartment keys to each other after the boys were locked out one day. I was 35 at the time and my husband and I were seperated. My son stayed with him every weekend and I did go out partying with my friends on Friday nights. I had gotten into the habit of sleeping naked when my son wasn't home and on Saturdays often slept until the late afternoon. I don't know how often they did it but I think many times that both Justin and Jason snuck into my apartment while I was sleeping. There were times when I thought I had lost money the night before but never suspected the boys were coming into my apartment and stealing from me. When I went out on Friday nights I did drink quite a bit and was usually fairly intoxicated by the time I got home. I never suspected the boys were coming in but then I was devastated to find out what they were doing. Their mother Janet called me on the phone one night and asked to come over to see me. We sat down and she started apoligizing about her two sons as she handed me a stack of pictures showing me naked in bed. There were exactly 47, (3x5) photos of me which I could see were taken over a long period of time. Some were close-ups of my vagina and breasts and in two of them my anus was visable. I was totally naked in all of them and in all different positions. They must have came in many, many times to steal from me and to see me naked. I was a complete wreck and couldn't stop crying and was so angry I wanted to kill those two boys. Janet told me her husband found them in Justins closet and she thought I should know about it. The boys admitted stealing money from me and also admitted they had shown the pictures to some of their friends and two of their cousins. She assured me they would be punished severely but nothing could make up for the humiliation of it especially not knowing who had seen those photos. The boys admitted taking the key and sneaking into my apartment when they knew my son was with his father. All the pictures were taken on Saturday mornings and for months I kicked myself for drinking so much and especially for sleeping nude when I did. I was so embarrassed I didn't know what to do. Janet wanted to make the boys apoligize to me but I told her I didn't want to see them. Dan came over and also offered an apology but by that time I was numb and knew he was the one who found them. I couldn't live there anymore but had a lease that wasn't up. Janet and Dan paid the landlord so I could move which I did the end of that month. I burned the pictures and never saw them or the boys again until I saw Justin last week. I never told my son about it but he knew something was wrong. I just told him they had stole money from me and left it at that.
Commented Apr 17, 2011 by anonymous
I think that's more of an invasion or privacy than embarrassment. I would feel violated more than anything.
Commented Apr 14, 2011 by turbo
it could be worse. be grateful that the internet wasn't around at that time.
Commented Apr 14, 2011 by anonymous
damn it, that sucks, but remember one thing 'When everything goes wrong, remember it could still be worse', maybe that Justin saw you, but knowing his fault he decided to disregard and behave asif he has not seen you
Commented Apr 14, 2011 by anonymous
Wow that really is embarrassing.