My bestfriend has been going out with this guy for a while and they really seem to be perfect but for the past few months all they do is fuck and argue. im always the one to bring them back together like SERIOUSLY. now her boyfriend and i say were brother and sister. he treats me like his little sister and watches out for me. he always listens to me and i listen to him. now my Best friend had gone to mexico for her quincenera and wasnt coming back for a month. she took my friends from here in san diego for her quincenera and the guys were coming home more sooner than my B.F. Now, while she was gone me and her B/F would go to quinces together and party. one night we were dancing all night but to cumbias, and all good music but i told him that i want to dance with someone else when it comes to freak dancing and it wouldnt feel right. the night went on and were dancing and smiling and hella having a good ass time. then freak music came on(hip hop) and iwas like well lets find partners to dance with. we sat down and there was noone and the DJ WAS PLAYING A LOT OF GOOD SONGS AND I WAS LIKE fuck it so we go dance and we were dancing and dere was a lot of freak dancing dirty dancing going on and he got touchy on my back and i didnt care cuz it was freak dancing and i thought nothing of it. so we were dancing together the whole night until one in da morning...now i like to hang out after parties and we went to his house and we were drinking with his dad and one of the homies and me and him and having a good ass time. we were taking pictures and in of them i was giving him a kiss on the cheek and he leaned in and gave me a big ol' kiss on da mouth and we were making out. the night went on and he told me that hes always liked me. when my ex boyfreind sergeo would go pick me up at school hed see him waiting for me to come to him and said whats up to sergeo and hes socks him because that was his way of saying hi but he really socked him hard b/c of the fact that me and sergeo went out.out of anger u know? i thought that was cute and he also said that ever since I started calling him brother he said he rather have me as his 'LITTLE SISTER' rather that nothing at all:( that was so sweet and at any moment was i ever thinking of my Best friend in Mexico. i guess hes always liked me but never had said anything especially because him and his girlfriend really had something and id always be happy fot hem when i could help them out in their relationship. he said that the kiss meant honesty and love and i told him that this is something that will never be told to my best frined and never to be talked about b/c it would hurt her a lot.i asked him a few days later if he ever regreted what had happened that night and he said not at all and neither did I. i think it brought us more closer emotionally. now when the guys from mexico came back from mexico one of them actually lives two doors down from me and he came to my house and he told me alot bout mexico and how much fun it was and that i should have gone and all this stuff and ever since he back from mexico me and him have been hanging out and ive known him since we were little. i have pictures of me and him because our moms were close.also...he went out with one of my close friends for a year or so but all they seem to do is FUCK nad argue but more often argue...when school was still in and i had just broke up with sergeo he said that hes always like me since i came back from chicago to his school. i was new to the school half of freshman year second semester.he said he saw me and ever since hes had a crush on me and even when we were younger.and i always knew that but he and my friend were going out ever since i came back from chicago. hes always been a cutie.hes someone that a girl would really fall for b/c of his sense of humor and look. but i always knew the way he was and all i ever thought of him was that he was a homie that goes way back with me and a cutie. one night his mom calls my house really nervous and scared telling me that if my mom could take me and her to pick up her son at the police station b/c he was caugght in a run out.i told her yes and my heart stopped b/c it wasnt only him, it was some of my other frineds. we went for him and when we went 2 pick him up he felt like he could trust me and have me as someone to talk to.i always said yes to him and i always helped him and my friend as well but not as much as i did with my best friend and brother. they were justreally immature but only with their relationship. she was always drama and hollywood always making a scene everywhere they went. he was tired of that and he didnt want 2 deal with it and he was her first everything(lets just put it that way) so it was more hard for her. so one day i was at his house watching tv and listening to him talk to me about his girl and giving him advice and then he asks me DO YOU THINK ITS WRONG TO LIKE SOMEONE THAT YOU'VE KNOWN FOR SO LONG?? so basically he was talking about me...and i responded...you cant expect the other person to feel the same way about you in a quickness you know??its something you have to let happen not make it happen.we went to go eat and all and he told hes had a crush on me for the longest ect. so when he came back from mexico he told me that he still has feelings for me and hed wish me and him could work something out and i told him that my friendship means more to me than a relationship you know??he understood and him and his girl broke up and we would hang out with each toher day and night talking laughing and i found myslef flirting with him and i started seeing myself more closer to him than ever before.so i had a talk with my friend (the one that had gone out w/ him) and she was ok with it but i dont think i could love him b/c all i see myslef with him is a little fling but you never know...we'll see. the funny thing is that before this chilhood friend came into my life i got with a middle school boyfriend. i talked with him over myspace and we strated hanging out and we officially went out and no one knows i still go out with him so my 'brother' and i are still brothers but there will always be something between us and with the guy that lives two doors away from me seems to really like me and my 'middle school BF' lives far away up in chula vista so its hard but we still see each other THIS HAS BEEN MY SCANDALOUS LOVE LIFE...and another thing is that im not over my ex boyfriend that i had been going out with for 6 months:) haha IM FUCKING UP SERIOUSLY