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Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 117 views | 0 comments
i wish i had the guts to leave, im unhappy and he knows it. i cant bring myself to take the next step the final step and divorce, to disappoint our little girl and steal away her dreams of a happy home and a yard. so i sit here drink in hand (and it's only 2 oclock)trying to fight off the heavy anxiety i feel in my heart and soul. how can i really believe i can stay here until she's grown, i feel so alone and he's so empty inside. if he would only communicate with me maybe it would be better we could be friends and make it work some how , not as spouses but as friends. maybe it could be tolerable . I think he's happy still in spite of it all. whats my problem anyway? i'll say this Bacardi rum is a great stress reducer.
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