Regurgitation Entry
Posted Dec 3, 2013 by anonymous | 343 views | 4 comments
this isn't a big deal… AT ALL. I stayed home today instead of working on an outdoor project. then i ate a shit ton of food that i made and then ordered more food that was delivered to me. i ate so much that i feel like i couldn't move. i threw up as much of my food as i can. i didn't do it because i wanted to feel thinner.. i don't have body dysmorphia. i was just really fucking full. then i ate more, and proceeded to throw up again. in a strange way it was liberating. it was funny. but it was really messy and gross. i laughed over the toilet bowl as as the vomit and snot dripped off of my face into it. i just felt like writing and confessing something. i don't necessarily want any feedback. but if you want to say something then.. alright. i'll probably get a mixture of responses that range from supportive and encouraging words about why bulimia is bad for you.. actually… it's the internet… people will probably insult me. isn't that what people do on sites like this?
Commented Dec 5, 2013 by anonymous
I binge on tons of garbage food and puke it up all the time. its just another way to escape my feelings; sometimes getting drunk and fucked up gets boring and I like to have my options lol. I could give a fuck less bout my average weight and health, its not an eating disorder thing, just a love of hedonism!
Commented Dec 4, 2013 by anonymous
Yeah we will insult you you piece of scum. You make me puke.
Commented Dec 4, 2013 by anonymous
Perhaps next time you might give a thought to all those in this world that are starving to death
Commented Dec 4, 2013 by anonymous
You must eat adequately not eating so much food. It can make you fatty.