Lots of people, even people on this site, told me not to do it, but I didn't listen and two weeks ago my testicles were removed by two women from my work. I thought it would make things better but my life is way worse now. I didn't think they would change like they did once I was tied down. I didn't expect all the racist stuff about how white men enslaved blacks and in America and Africa and emasculated them from their proud culture. I said it wasn't me but that didn't matter to them, what mattered is how this white guy (me) would act after his "White assed balls were cut off, then everyone would see who was boss." They used a burdizzo on me. It's like a locking pliers. It's put across the top part of the scrotum where the nerve and blood vessel cords are. The burdizzo is squeezed until the cords are crushed flat, so very little bleeding, but very much pain. She locked it in place and while I squirmed they put the phone on speaker and let some of their friends from work tell me what a dumb ass I was and how much they looked forward to seeing how I would act when I came back to work without any balls. The burdizzo has another set of grips on the other side, they are used for the curved blade, which acts kind of like pruning branch cutters. Farmers who use burdizzo's on livestock squeeze them together as fast as they can so the animal doesn't suffer as much, Tinesha did it about as slow as she could. It was as excruciating as it gets, to have an idea just how long fifteen seconds is just count one, one thousand, two one thousand, three one thousand, all the way to fifteen one thousand, that's about how long she took. How I looked, how I sounded , the shock I went into, was shown from one persons device to another's, so all her friends saw, and it was all supposed to be kept just between the three of us. The hardest part was afterward, her showing me what I didn't have any more. Telling me that from then on when ever we see each other we will both remember her neutering me. And then telling me that she was going to put them where the sun doesn't ever shine and then her doing that. I can't stand up to them and their friends know it. On lots of mornings before work either Tinesha or Mya will call me and I say back to them what I was told to say and it puts me down the whole day. If it's Mya then she says, Are you going to have sex today and I say no and she says why not and I say because I don't have the balls to have sex and she says why not and I say because you cut them off and she says, just like a dog right? and I say yes. If it's Tinesha she says, whose the boss today? and I say you are, and she says why am I the boss? and I say because you cut off my balls and she says just like a dog right? and I say yes. Oh yeah, I would so much like to quit that job and never see them or their friends again, but if I do then it will be like Tinesha said, Everyone you know will see that video and see your white ass balls get cut off. That I can never let happen.