Reality
Posted Aug 31, 2014 by Jamjam | 233 views | 3 comments
I think I'm slowly losing touch with reality and the material world. I was diagnosed about two years ago as BPD, PTSD, major depression with psychosis and a paranoid schizophrenic, and I'm not sure if this is why I'm kind of withdrawing myself from reality. Nothing really matters anymore, I don't like tv, I'm losing interest in books and other things I love and now sex with my fiance is......well that. It's just sex, it's not like what it used to be. I'm not sure what's going on in my love life that is becoming so boring, but it's just to me dead. I'm not sure how to bring back the spark we once had. But lately people are just revolting, my fiance included. Why am I posting this? Because I need to get it off my chest, I realize I may have to deal with other people in the comments but I don't care.
Commented Sep 2, 2014 by Jamjam
I don't have money for either. Lol I would never shoot up anything. Never.
Commented Sep 1, 2014 by nafiens
Are you seeing a doctor? I think you need help. I know the meds can suck but they can also help you. I wish you good luck.
Commented Sep 1, 2014 by anonymous
You should probably buy some automatic weapons and shoot up a shopping mall or theater. That will make you feel better.