Hey i am 13 and I've Gotten raped by my 2 guy friends and they are 14-15. Here is my story. It was a regular day and they asked to come over my mom wasn't home only my friend and she was upstairs. I let them in the house and they started taking all freaky giving me looks like they wanted to just tear me up inside but all I did was laugh until we went downstairs in the basement and they started saying some really disturbing things that made me feel really uncomfortable so I ignored them and started texting my friend to make things not awkward... Then one of the boys started playing music and the other one grabbed both of my wrists got on top of me and I looked into his evil eyes and said "What are you doing?" and he said "Something that you need" i told him to get off and it made things worse. He undid his pants pulled my leggings off , kissed me on my neck and told me not to say anything. I said "Are you really going to rape me? At my own house?" I got no response. I started moving around trying to defend myself but he was really powerful. He put his dick inside of me and all i could do is cry .. it was the worst feeling ever but he didn't care. I couldn't believe my ex boyfriend was their and he didn't help me. I was crying out his name but all he could do is turn his head and but his hand over his mouth like he had no love for me anymore like he had no control that his friend was raping an innocent pretty girl that had a whole life ahead of her. After all i could do is Cry,Bleed and throw up I felt so worthless cause nobody understood me. I'm afraid every time I see him and i see him a lot. I try to avoid him but everybody doesn't know what happened. I am afraid of "Sex" Of "Men" That love me that's why i give up so quick. They try to talk to me and say sorry so i just stay regular like nothing happened but in reality its more to the story that i am too afraid to say :/ advice or Positive words will be nice. Please help ! Cause this is not the end of him raping me!