So my Straight Bestfriend confuses me all the time & gets me to the point of where I question his sexuality & feelings towards me cause he would do things to me like card swipe my ass where u run ur hand up through somebody's ass crack & yell Card Swipe. I have heard him jack off a few times when ever I was a sleep n the same room with him. Whenever he had held hands or kissed his girlfriend he would ask if I wanted to join or if I wanted a kiss or to hold hands & he did. actually try to hold hands with me one time. While I was driving sometimes out of no where he would put his hand on Ky thigh & slide it up first few times I would laugh & say what gnu doing!? but then I just got to the point where I would just smile & shake my head & he would get to where he was almost to my junk & then pull away. Then I put my hand on his thigh one time & he looked down at my hand & called am a Fag & I said sorry if I crossed the line & he said I didn't that if I did I'd know cause he would whoop my ass like he did an old gay friend of his for grabbin his ass one time & he knows that I'm Bisexual. there was one time we were leavin his Mom's his girlfriend was ahead of us & he wad right n front of me & I was turned around shutting the door & when I went to turn around to walk forward he was still standin there with his hand out to grab my junk & I said what r u doin!? while kinda laughing & he said he felt kinda fruity today when we caught up to hos girlfriend & she just gave him a weird look. I have heard him jack off a couple times when we have slept n the same room together when his woman wasn't around & when we first stayed the night together before he was with anybody. & the first time we ever went camping it was a group of us & grid girlfriend depantsed me & I didn't have any underwear on so they all saw my ass. he has tried depantsed me a lot ever since then we have slept together n the same bed before, but never did anything with each other not even cuddled. used to before he got with his girlfriend & I was practically living with him cause I was staying every night when ever I left n the morning to go back to my house to change & stuff he would freak out & ask me where I was or went cause I would leave with out waking him up cause I didn't want to disturb his sleep. things like that & recently at his sister's my roommates we have a small kitchen & there wasn't a hole lot of room to walk through one part where I was standing & he walks behind me put both his hands on both sides of my hips while he walked passed behind me. he didn't out his junk on me or nothin just both his hands on my hips. & the thigh thing n the car he would do n like a smooth way the his girlfriend eouldnt see & in the stores if his girlfriend walked ahead of us or he was walkin with her but she was n front of him they walked by me he would grab my ass a littl bit or bump it with his hand on purpose & a couple times smiled at me. just things like that. he used to lay his head on my shoulders sometimes too... like n the car when he would look back to talk to his girlfriend & n the car or anyweher really he where our arms were near each other's he would our arms would touch he even slid his hand up my thigh at his sister's when we were all Sittin at the table drinking alcohol & nobody noticed & then & I just sat there & smiled & shook my head like I all ways did & he punched my leg & I ended up punching his leg back & he punched mine again & then I did I think it's called a cow bite on his knee & he quite lol so Yeah! he confuses me sometimes . some of this stuff I mentioned he doesn't do anymore & we go through phases were we get really super close but them either him or I end up pushing the other away. right now we aren't that close cause him his girlfriend moved in with her parents & they are super strict & over protective & they have a curfew of like 9 or 10 where no key is allowed to go n or out of the house & they are all ways busy now that they live at her parents