Playing Pretend
Posted Nov 17, 2014 by anonymous | 450 views | 4 comments
I like to pretend my boyfriend is my daddy. This fantasy has gone so far it's almost like I feel like he really is. When I feel sad or tired I just have to look at him and tell him and the way he pulls me close and cradels me in his big strong arms feels so comforting, I can forget everything else. I feel it in my heart I like this feeling of being a small little girls and pleasing my daddy. But I think it's getting unheathly. When he gets mad at me he hits me and I cry and always put up with it and cuddle back up to him like I have to forgive him, like I need his approval and forgiveness. I don't want to be in an abusive relationship and I feel so guilty when he chokes me out of anger and then tries to choke me during sex. I want him to stop hitting me, but I don't want to leave him. I feel so guilty there's something about the way I let him control me I love so much in my heart. As long as I behave, he's very sweet and caring to me, but the second I act up he throws me around and yells at me. I'm not sure if I'm just playing pretend,living some fwntasy , or we have an honest strange unigue relationship that nurtures the darkness and good in ourselves. I'm afraid to never feel this as much as I'm afraid I'm a seriously fucked up person.
Commented Nov 18, 2014 by anonymous
Look up bdsm and daddy doms then talk about it
Commented Nov 17, 2014 by anonymous
dnt tell this dumbass bitch to get help...if any bitch dnt wanna get hit they wud leave, plain and simple. I get so fucking tired of these females tryna play the fucking victim in every situation...any motha fucka with a brain kno to fight back. so fuck this dumb bitch, her sick fantasy and her dumb ass pathetic sob story
Commented Nov 17, 2014 by anonymous
stay strong. tell him boldly. if he ignores you. then you are commiting a mistake.
Commented Nov 17, 2014 by anonymous
You really are... GET HELP!