Paranoia- ish.
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 78 views | 0 comments
The world is troubling me at the moment. Everything is set into a fixed balance, right? Right and wrong, good and evil, male and female et cetera. But for some reason everything seems to be confused in my head. If I have an argument, it usually ends up becoming a lot deeper than I could have expected and I leave an argument with another person to debate something in my head. Its giving me the most awful headaches! There's this theory, that everything around you is a figment of your imagination, you create the perfect friends and the worst enemies, you explore famine and poverty by seeing it around you and you discover riches in the most positive parts of your life, but in the end you are all alone. Just one person in the middle of nothingness and when you die, that's it- just blackness. It sort of scares me to think about this, but whenever I think that there's probably one person who invented everybody in their mind and that none of us are realy here except them, it scares to me to think that I'm not real, to think that I converse with figments of my imagination and that I'm enough of a pervert to create sexual images of my love life. I would hate for my entire world to be several synapses in my brain- is anyone else troubled by deep thoughts or is it just me? And am I simply asking figments of my imagination for help with my mental stability?
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