I'm sixty four now and my wife wife died five years ago. We have owned and operated a 38 unit motel on the east coast for 23 years. When my wife died I sold my house and now live in the small unit behind the front desk. It was only used for srorr those years so I had to make many repairs to it and furnish it. As I did most of the work myself I began to realize how simple it would be to invade the privacy of the unit next door. I was fixing the drywall in my apartment and had only studded areas in my bedroom and bathroom. All the years I have owned this place I have never thought of doing such a thing and know how its not just illegal but also immoral. The unit next to mine I first pulled out the medicine cabinet and repaced it with a one way mirror 22" wide and 30" long and bolted it to the wall. In the bedroom I installed two smoked glass one way mirrors, on an angle simalar to this / /. They are only 8" wide and 36" long but do look decrotive and one I can see through from my apartment. Some of my employees are in my unit at times so I cover these portholes with large pictures that I bolt to the wall. When I want to peep in at the occupants I do have to unscrew the pectures first. Its a pain to do but I don't want any of my employees to know what I have been doing. I never take down the pictures until it gets dark out and never do during the daytime. I have so far seen over a hundred naked women and men. I try to rent it just to girls but often rent to young couples. I keep my apartment dark when I look in at them and am always naked myself when I do and masturbate as I watch them. When I first began doing this I was ashamed of it but the thrill of it was compelling. I have no interest in the men of course unless I can see them having sex with there wife or girlfriend. I love watching the women shower and tend to there need in the bathroom. I have watched them using the toilet but that doesn't arouse me at all. I don't do this every night mainly because it is difficult to take down and re-hand the pictures especilly the one in my bedroom. There are two double beds in that unit and I like it most when I can rent it to just women and its best of all when there are three or four who share it. I am totally shamless anymore and have have watched these young women do everything I could ever imagine. I've seen them shaveing their pubic hair, changing tampons, masturbating and occassionally saw some that were gay having sex with each other. There are several groups of college girls who stay here often but to avoid suspicion I put them in other units every other time. This is my sex life now and I know my wife is rolling over in her grave the way I have become such a degenerate. I do have a sense of shame but the sight of all these naked women and girls has developed into an obsession. My only fear is being caught doing this. I am extremely caefull about making noise or having any of them realize they are being watched. Thats why I never take the pictures off my wall during the daylight hours. They don't know I am standing only several feet away from them naked and masturbating as they shower or undress in front of me. The thrills I get from it are undiscribable and the most arousing thing I have ever contemplated. They all think I am a kindly old man, which I basically am. When they are at the pool or come into my office I am always friendly and accomadating and love talking to them. Of couse they don't know I have seen them naked or watched them in intimate situations or doing things they would only do alone with the assumption of privacy. I have five girls who clean the rooms only two are full time. Three are married and older women, two have been working for me for many years. Terry is 19 and Coleen is 22 both single and Terry is in college and only works weekends. I have seen both of them naked more than I'm willing to admit. When business is slow I let them use that unit and four times so far have seen Coleen having sex with her boyfriend. Coleen is a little heavy but Terry is gorgeous and I spend hours sometimes anticipating her getting into the shower. I get along with them very well both have been working for me off and on for the last two years. I have only seen Lorry naked one time, she is one of the older women, I think 48. She has been working here for 16 years and I let her use that unit for two nights months ago when her husband was out of town. She is built well for her age and I masturbated both nights she was in the shower. I did have regret afterwards because I know her husband and children so well. I won't ever watch Lorry again but will take advantage of Terry and Coleen whenever I can. I'm always concerned about getting caught so every month when the unit is empty I turn all the lights on in my apartment and go next door to check the mirrors. I make sure there are no defects and insure myself they are tight on the wall. The only way these mirrors could be taken off is if they were broken. I not only bolted them but also used apoxy glue to secure them. I have told or shown no one about this but I do have a guilty concience sometimes but not enough to stop.