Obsessions
Posted Sep 13, 2014 by anonymous | 241 views | 8 comments
Ever sense I was 13, I would fantasize about killing my family and becoming an orphan. One day, sense we have swords and other things in my house, I took one. I walking through the dark in my house and stood next to my dad with a sword to his fore head for about half an hour... Asking myself if I should do it or not.. I decided against it, because I couldn't find any money on his desk. How would I be able to get anywhere without money? I had everything planned out... except for him going to the bank that day and depositing all of his cash. Now, I imagine everyone I see around me dying every way imaginable... Uncontrollable anger with everything. I just want to... hurt everyone.... I... hate them... every single one...
Commented Sep 28, 2014 by anonymous
Correction.....Before **you** speak.
Commented Sep 28, 2014 by anonymous
Its crazy how people ask "damn why did those kids shoot up their high school?" and then turn around and say some crazy shit like this^^^^^^^. Believe it or not dumbass comments like this push people over the edge. It shouldn't but you don't know what it feels like to feel like he/she does. Think before speak. Negative remarks in response to negative thoughts only make matters worst.
Commented Sep 28, 2014 by anonymous
I dont know how serious you are about your emotions but please continue to share and express them. I would consider a more supportive type of forum though. Just think about it... Is it really worth it to kill the people you hate and end up in jail for the rest of your life regretting getting caught? This isn't a challenge and I'm not telling you what to do. I'm just saying to maybe think it all through. And besides a lifetime of legal torture sucks more than losing my life. Like scrub everyone's toothbrush in the toilet every morning. It may be childish but at least your not killing anyone. Anything that won't fatally harm someone is fair game.
Commented Sep 14, 2014 by anonymous
I'm not sick...
Commented Sep 14, 2014 by anonymous
Kid it awesome I see the wold in the same way but I only see a few I trust
Commented Sep 14, 2014 by anonymous
your going to jail one day and the devil will eat you you sick person!
Commented Sep 14, 2014 by anonymous
What the hell. Don't kill people you SICK SON OV A BITCH!
Commented Sep 14, 2014 by anonymous
KILLLL THEEEMMM ALLLLLL! >:D