nothing lasts and everything does
Posted Oct 10, 2012 by anonymous | 323 views | 3 comments
I fell in love with a man who became my husband. I fell more in love with a woman who became my lover, only briefly. I loved her madly. I left my husband. I left my home. I left the woman. I discovered I was pregnant with a child. My husband wanted none of me or the child. I continued on in my new life. I lied to a few women, wanting desperately to be in love with them. I wasn't. I hoped I was. I wished I was. I tried to be. I wasn't. I still love my ex-husband. I still love the woman. I of course love my perfect beautiful son. He is my life now but sometimes I get so lonesome and I wish, so deeply, I could find and deserve someone who could reach my heart again. But I think it's not to be so. My punishment for cheating on and abandoning my husband. And my son is everything. I feel there is not room for anyone else. But I wish there was. I'm getting old fast.
Commented Nov 27, 2012 by anonymous
Too many compliments too little space, tahkns!
Commented Oct 11, 2012 by anonymous
This too shall pass... Keep the faith. Time heals all. Life is wonderful.
Commented Oct 11, 2012 by anonymous
Here is a thing that raise your child nicely so he can make your future better.