No other way.
Posted Mar 23, 2014 by anonymous | 247 views | 12 comments
I don't see my life ending in any other way but suicide. Will i grow old? No ill eventually kill myself before i even hit my 40s. Im very lonely and unhappy and that will never change. I can try as hard as humanly possible but i simply won't find happiness. Ive never made friends/girlfriend and never will unfortunately. I guess im just an unlikeablep person although im one of the nicest guys you'll ever meet. Im not good at anything.can't do anything right. Im a dumbass who knows nothing. I can't find a career with my low intelligence. Nothing interests me at all. Thinking of living life makes me sick. My life is bleak and meaningless and always will be no matter how hard i try to change it. I just wanna feel loved(besides my mom). Feel like im worth something.find some im good at and passionate about. Find meaning in my life. Feel like i fit in.feel wanted but sadly itll never happen. It may not be until years from now but ill end my sorrow with a rope. Way before i even hit 30 or 40.(im 18 now). Theres noo other way.
Commented Mar 25, 2014 by anonymous
Thx.
Commented Mar 25, 2014 by anonymous
Yeah it really sucks. I hope things get better for u. Im here to help if u want :)
Commented Mar 25, 2014 by anonymous
For some reason i can never make friends. Im a nice guy but no one wants to bother with me for some reason. I feel ill never be smart enough for a career. I hope i discover a hidden talent and make a career out of it. Thx :) appreciate it
Commented Mar 25, 2014 by anonymous
Im glad you got through your inner demons. It takes alot to do so! But the way i feel i dont ever think i will. Whats the point of me living if im constantly unhappy. Thx i appreciate this alot :)
Commented Mar 25, 2014 by anonymous
Theres just about nothing in life i enjoy. My life feels bleak and meaningless. Im not living life just existing. Going through the motions if u will. This means alot to me. It really does thank you :)
Commented Mar 25, 2014 by anonymous
Ive always been unhappy since i was 12/13 im 18 now and its gotten alot worse in the last few months. I just feel like theres no hope what so ever. I really appreciate this thx :)
Commented Mar 24, 2014 by anonymous
hey man im going through the same shit and i always thought mybe talking it out with someone you is somewhere in the same state of mind ....can help any help is good so anwser back if you would want to talk man im here if you are
Commented Mar 24, 2014 by anonymous
Me too :(
Commented Mar 24, 2014 by anonymous
I didn't think I'd live past 20. I'm 21, and still going. these feelings your having are normal. many people like myself have this sense of hopelessness. I wish I could just give you a big hug. I know the feeling...and I wish I could make you feel better but that's all you. you can be the poorest most unsuccessful person but still be happy. its how you view everything in life. granted I know that's difficult as all hell. and so my heart goes out to you. something as simple as a breeze on your face could mean everything if your faced with death. I've been there. death isn't an escape or answer.
Commented Mar 24, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Mar 23, 2014 by anonymous
you need real friends. then you may see that life isnt useless. I never had a boyfriend till I was 20. as for a career just think of something you like. you may find a job that includes what you enjoy.
Commented Mar 23, 2014 by anonymous
You seem to see many years ahead of you. You speak of being 40 yet that's 22 years into the future. I was 18,,, that was 24 years ago & I once thought just like you. As you can see i'm still here.