never understood
Posted Dec 4, 2014 by white boy | 223 views | 5 comments
My family and I have never really blended, if you know what I mean. My dad always has something that he has to complain about even if it has no relevance at all. My dad has a really short fuse and gets angry for no reason almost all of the time. If he were the hulk, there wouldn't be a single building left in the country for the amount of anger he has. I have actually gotten so used to him kicking me and punching me that I have learned to tighten my muscles to lessen the blows and hardly feel any pain from them. He has never hit me in the face but my chest, shoulders, and back Went through hell before I figured out how to do that. My dad has never drank or smoked in his life, he is just a natural asshole to the people in his life. My mom is an annoying bitch who never knows when to shut her mouth, which doesn't help any for my dads anger issues, and is told to fuck off almost four times a day by both me and my dad. I hate my mom but could never live with my dad alone. We don't have much choice on our parents so I shouldn't complain but there are just some times where my dad, who is a mechanic, asks me to get him a skrewdriver(tool not drink) and I stand behind him fighting the urge to plunge it into his neck as he continues to work on something. My mom would never have a chance if something happened to my dad, she could never find someone else that could stand to look at her every day without being completely repulsed or could even stand to hear her nagging voice for more than five minuites. The horrible thought of my dad having sex with "that" makes me want to gag. My mom weighs almost 300lbs and her body is covered in rashes because she cant stop scratching herself, dried blood and puss cover her ears from picking at them all day. I had and still have to live with them for almost 19 years and will be glad when I leave and hope I never have to come back. Because of the ways of my parents I am the complete opposite, I hardly ever talk and am a very laid-back person there is nothing you could say to really bother me (but you can try.)
Commented Dec 5, 2014 by white boy
What I meant to ask was, where are you stationed?
Commented Dec 5, 2014 by white boy
That seems to be what every one has been saying. Where is your post located if I may ask?
Commented Dec 4, 2014 by anonymous
Good idea. I joined almost 18 years ago, and even after 2 deployments, I can honestly say there's no other thing I'd rather do.
Commented Dec 4, 2014 by white boy
Been there done that, but thanks for the advice. A few short words from a complete stranger does really help ease the pain. Hopefully I will be joining the Army soon and can finally leave home.
Commented Dec 4, 2014 by anonymous
I'm sorry for your situation. My advice is this-when he beats you, fight back. When your mom won't stop talking, leave the room.