
Never again...again
Posted Apr 14, 2013 by anonymous | 449 views | 2 comments
I could feel the blood pulsing through every vein in my body as my heart raced out of control, my stomach churned violently, I was dizzy; faint; couldn't breathe; couldn't think about anything but the feeling that at any moment my heart was going to give out, and I was going to die. I shoved my face in the toilet, inhaled the musty aroma deeply, and tried to force myself to throw up. No luck. The cool rim of the toilet bowl felt disgustingly refreshing as I rested my chin on it. After another moment of agony I pushed back, collapsing onto the bathroom floor, landing in the fetal position. I closed my eyes. The room was spinning. "Never again," I thought. I am an addict. I have an addiction. And tonight, I overdosed....on food.
Commented May 4, 2013 by anonymous
Too many compliments too little space, taknhs!
Commented Apr 15, 2013 by anonymous
Don't do that again.