never admitted it until now
Posted Sep 26, 2013 by anonymous | 417 views | 4 comments
I'm still in love with you marschal and it haunts me. he and I went to school together and started dating when I was 15 I am now 21 and constantly feel like he's the big gap in my life. the chunk of me that is missing. he and I broke up for awhile cuz I had moved to another state. when I moved back we were starting to work things out and had planned on dating but then he got the call. the girl he had slept with in my absence was indeed pregnant. he didn't even love her and my heart is still broke. he wanted nothing more than to be a father and she had given him that and taken him away from me. there child is now 2 and for the past several years I have hoped that maybe they would divorce because yes he married her when he found out she was prego. now I have been with this guy for a year and I'm constantly thinking about how he's not like marschal. I feel horrible but its like I know I'll never find anybody like him so why try when I'm content. I love you so much marschal harris and I just wish you could come back to me. if it be tomorrow or 30 years from now I'll still be hopping even if I'm " trying to get on with my life"
Commented Sep 27, 2013 by anonymous
the confession is obviously that she is still in love with him
Commented Sep 27, 2013 by anonymous
You truly love him but he is not yours right now. It doesn't mean that you spoil all of your life for him. I'm sure someone is also waiting for you.
Commented Sep 26, 2013 by anonymous
where is the confession?? i don't get it
Commented Sep 26, 2013 by anonymous
If you're thinking about someone else when you're with your boyfriend you should be honest with him about it and end things. False tears hurt others, but a fake smile only hurts yourself.