This all happened six yrs ago n it still eats me on the inside. It all started with my older brother that was about 24 n a big time drug addict that would spend almost every dollar on drugs until the night he was high n crashed his car dying in the accident. It was the worst thing i went through my entire life n it gets worst becuz a month after his funeral his dealer came to my house looking to collect a debt my brother had with him but when he learned he pissed away the month before he lost it n scared me really bad but my neighbor was pulling into the driveway so he left. A few weeks i was walking home with my lil sister when a black suv pulled beside us n it was him, he told me my brother owed him money n since he was dead someone had to pay that debt off. I was scared so just kept walking when he drive faster n had two guys get out to stop us. He then stopped the car n called me over n said in a calm but serious voice "now either you get in the car r we can take your sister" since i was 16 n she was just 12 i told her walk straight home n got in. We went back to this drug house n as soon as we got there he slapped me hard across the face knocking me to the ground saying he'll get his money out of me. Unzipping his pants n telling me to suck him up, being that i never did it before i didn't know what to do so i just froze which he didn't like. Kicking me hard in the ribs trekking you he didn't have all day then grabbing me by the hair n shoving it into my mouth telling me suck and after that he fucked me on n off for hours until he was satisfied. I slowly walked home n got straight into the shower. This continued for months at the most random times he'll pull up n tell me get in i had no choice n he would do whatever he thought of to me. It only stopped becuz he was killed in a drug deal but back to my sister one day she saw me come home bruised n beaten n when she asked what happened i wouldn't tell her so she yelled i was a slut a dirty bitch n i wasn't her sister anymore n since that say we haven't been close. If she only knew what i went through trying to protect her.