My role as a friend.
Posted Sep 5, 2014 by Twist | 460 views | 0 comments
Go ahead, call me a puss for not trying harder, or for just having feelings. I've known my role for the longest time and tried to stop it but it always led to failed attempts. I was the back up friend, the background friend, the replaceable friend. I was the friend that got you popular just so you didn't end up in my role. I'm the friend that ties others friendships together. I barely hang out with my friends and that's because I'm never invited unless one decides they wont go unless I go. I was exiled from parties, grad parties, hangouts, and even bus group seats. I'm the forgettable one. I'm only mentioned when they crack jokes behind my back. The only friend I have that doesn't get rid of me is an asshole that is so fucking depressing he can only keep me as a friend. I wish he didn't, I don't like him for plenty of reason, but that's for another confession. Anyways they all went off on a big trip and I wasn't even invited, I didn't even know until they posted pics on facebook. That hurt me, but hey with all the lack of friendship I managed to put that time, anger, and depression into working out, turned summer fun into muscle mania. Sure they wouldn't even recognize me anymore.
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