My real true love
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 148 views | 0 comments
I miss her alot. She cut ties with me for reasons that I've never totally understood but felt that to push her to remain friends would have just pushed her further away. I'm torn because I don't know how I feel anymore. I miss her and her laugh so bloody much but am also so scared. I haven't seen her in weeks and am uncertain weather she would want me to ignore her, smile her way, say hello, just nod politely? I'd hate to see her and attempt to approach her only to be pushed away again. Once was enough you know? I guess we'll never be nearly as close as we once were but I wish we weren't just strangers now. I want to be close again. I miss her so much. I'll never stop thinking of her. I hope she's doing great. She deserves that.
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