MASTURBATE, wear some sort of thing covering your hands so some part of your mind will think its someone else. Act like you dont want the masturbation, but want it even more. . .

Three words: borderline personality disorder. And as a female who suffers from it (and neglect absent fatherabuse allthatgoodblahblahwhateverstuff) that is a valid assumption. something was probably always haunting her thoughts or making her feel badly about herself, hence her desire for pain or force. thank you for the time you took to comment also!

Had an old girlfriend who claimed she was raped and molested. She regularly saw a therapist. But she was also a habitual liar, and she had a penchant for stealing and cheating as I has come to find out later. On top of a myriad of other problems I think she also has rape fantasies, but never came out and told me directly. So one day we were fooling around the house in our underwear when I had to get dressed and ready for work. She stole my clothes and hid them. At first it was Kind of fun and funny, but then she would not give them up and I started to get angry. And then furious. It finally came down to the point where I was forcefully wrestling my clothes from her out of her hands. I realized at that time she wanted that to happen, like she wanted me to be forceful. Just to show you how much of a crazy bitch she is, we were at prom together, and we were there for a while when she turns to me and says " Hey, you want to he out of here?" And I say " What for?" And she replies " What do you think?" And have me the suggestive eyes. So we go to my place and have some fun for a couple of hours I take her home and she seems upset. Ask her whats wrong and get no answer. After perhaps an hour I finally get an answer. She's says to me "You raped me" dont remember how that situation resolved itself, probably somewhere along the lines of " Hold on a minute. Bitch. Anyways, rape or just fantasies, that stuff is no bueno

Somebody might heart you badly for such fantasies.

I hope it really left her fucked up. Too bad the guy didn't kill her.

Let it be a fantasy !

You can't help what excites you...Bry

my wife had a tape fantasy she told me to set something up with a black guy for her so I found this guy and told him what was up my wife didn't know what was coming he roughed her up pretty good and it messed with her mind even after I told her it was me who set it up my advice is leave it as a fantasy and never make it a reality if you want to talk to my wife about it u can email her

sounds weird to me; a female too

You need to be beaten to death right now, bitch. I would brutally rape you and then beat you senseless with a brick or a crow bar.