Ok...so lets start this off at the beginning of my pathetic crush...i'm a sophmore(yuck)and i have a huge crush on this senior.He's super adorable, artistic, and absolutely perfect besides the fact that i'm so sure he's interested. Well we started talking about a month ago..and he's really hillarious and goofy and is just always making me smile.Homecoming was right about the time we were just starting to talk...and at the dance he asked me to dance at the last song..which pretty much made my entire life..because i promised to myslef that if he didnt ask me to dance i would stop liking him...so i was very releaved to find out i didnt have to let him go just yet.Well after that we continued talking and we even sat next to each other at a football game and he told me all about this one south park episode because apparently its really great.And he owns it so he told me we'd watch it sometime which made me more excited than everr.And well the most embarressing of all..i put a can of tuna on his car as a practical joke..he knew it was me because i laughed when he asked me about it cause i suck at lying and it was just alllll weird and awkwarrrd. I'm a loserrrr! i knoww.And also one day he was walking down the hallway with his fabulous art and i asked him to make me a pot and he said yes...so i can't wait to get that so i can look at it and think of him all the time.So this sounds super perfect so far right?..WRONG..he talks to many girls..he slightly flirts with many girls..i'm 99% sure he thinks we are just friends.I'm in luv with a guy who looks at me and says yeah she a nice girl but not for me.Its driving me crazy.I just want to be with him.I even try and plan out all of our conversations..it pathertic but i can't run out of things to say..he'll like me even less and i cant take anymore of that.I just always feel like smiling whenever i see him..and when i dont(like today he wasnt at school) i just feel kinda lost..i even had so much to talk to him about today..i was planning on telling him of a movie i saw and furthering our plans to hangout but he wasnt there.and it ruined my day.I'm even trying to make fun of my one friend saying she likes this one guy to try and turn some attention off of me becuase im so afraid he'll find out.I hope that i dont have to post anymore embarresing confessions about how pathetic i am but this has really helped me get some perspective on my situation..and if i've bored anyone from this im sorry..but hopefully by the time someone reads this i'll be with him and i wont need this website to talk about how pathetic i am.