my parents are worrying me
Posted Aug 2, 2013 by anonymous | 396 views | 5 comments
I am 12. I have 2 little brothers. my parents are constantly arguing. a few months ago I heard my parents yelling and my mum screaming stop, I began to get scared and I ran down stairs in tears screaming . I walked in on my parents fighting. proper fighting, not just yelling, but they were on the floor. my dad had a bleeding forehead and my mum was underneath him. my dad was holding a lighter to her face. I thought they were going to murder each other. my little brothers know nothing, but I can't erase the image from my mind.the next day I took a day off school as I didn't sleep at all, whilst I was lying there I heard them slapping each other. the day I was off I heard someone come in, I ran downstairs only to see the police sitting with my mum, I was crying and ran up to my room screaming, when the police left my mum came upstairs and told me what was happening. my dad has been taking counseling . but I think my mum may have depression. I also keep on getting urges to cut, this has been going on for about a month. I haven't cut yet but the other day I raised a knife, i stopped myself but I'm worried that next time I won't. now whenever my parents argue I get scared it will happen again. I don't know what to do. I'm scared
Commented Aug 3, 2013 by anonymous
thanks
Commented Aug 3, 2013 by anonymous
cutting.yourself is pointless its only going.to prove your not very smart , it will solve nothing hurting your self dont do It if your starving for pity and sypathy cutting wont do.it it like what the fuck.,
Commented Aug 2, 2013 by anonymous
don't listen to those assholes...ur venting and that is good...just watch ur parents and take as a lesson on not how to be! I went thru the sane shit but I chose to use it to strengthen ne and not to end me! hooe all works out
Commented Aug 2, 2013 by anonymous
okay, thank you
Commented Aug 2, 2013 by anonymous
you just want attention. cutting yourself will outcast you in school. stay strong! if you have any good friends stay with them as much as you can.. use your friends parents as roll models