I am currently 19 years old have and wonderful girlfriend and am happy but for the past 8 years I have lived with a secret and it haunts me to this day. My older brother is 20 and we are only fourteen months apart so there was a constant power struggle for who was the superior brother. It was mainly who could get the other in trouble the most and in the end we would always end up both at fault but that changed it got to where we went trying to get each other into trouble we were getting into physical altercations fighting and trying to win superiority over the other. But one day when our parents were out of the house and our sister was at a birthday party we were alone and we got into it again. We fought each other drawing blood and he was 12 going through puberty I was just starting. We ended up moving the fight to the kitchen where I was able to pin him against the back door so that he couldn't move. He managed to get out by biting my arm with all he had but then for the first time he went to the drawer and pulled out a steak knife and pointed it at me and pressed the tip to my chest hard enough to cause pain. Worry thinking I turned and ran to the back of the house to my room slammed the door shut and locked it. Not remembering that the lock on our door never worked right he began pushing on the door and since he was overall stronger than me he eventually got in... I backed to the wall as he approached me knife out front he them stood beside me and lightly slid the blade across my neck and held her there and urged me away from the wall. With the knife still to my neck he guided me to my bed. He then reached around to my pants and undiid them and used his foot top push them to the floor. He grabbed my dick and roughly fondled it before sliding his hand inside my underwear and pushing it down away from my privates. He them reached behind me and followed my crack with his finger then he pressed the knife a little harder to my neck while he undid his own pants and pulled himself out. He removed the knife from my neck and shoved me face first into the bed before he was on top of me knife at the back of my neck and his dick laying flat in between my cheeks. He reached down with his free hand and I felt his head moving toward my butthole. Then he told me not to scream. He then suddenly began pushing on me trying to get into me and slowly gaining dominion and beginning to painfully enter me. I knew my brother and if I had screamed I know he wouldn't have hesitated to press the knife into me. I cried tears and endlessly while he had his way with me and came inside of me then painfully pulled out leaving me motionless on my bed. I didn't know what to do I was too scared to talk to anyone and I was scared to cross my brother again even though it did happen several more times. I haven't trusted him since the very first answer I never will trust him again. Please don't call this a fake because if you finally told this top people you wouldn't want them calling you a fake would you? And I lived it and it was in no way smaller or form a fake