At the age of 12 I started to masturbate and really enjoyed every time I had the opportunity to do it as I really enjoyed the "feeling". It progressed to when my best friend would stay over and initially this led onto mutual masturbation and the fun we had who could cum first looking at the pictures in Mayfair or Fiesta magazines. It got to a point where we then started to masturbate each other and very often suck each others cocks. I was not aware of the sexuality of it as I enjoyed the pics of nude women but at the time had no experience of a sexual encounter with girls but it was good fun what me and my friend were doing. One night while enjoying our fun my friend had my cock in his mouth and at the point of no return my Mother walked into my bedroom and caught us. At this stage I could not control the feeling however my friend shot up and then I gathered myself. My Mother just looked and then closed the door. We were so bloody sheepish and I remember my friend just started to laugh. However, I was so scared and knew that it was wrong. Well put it this way by the expression on my Mothers face it was wrong. The very next day I remember being apprehensive as we got up and my friend went home. My Mother then latched onto to me straight away and commanded me to go to my room. After what seemed an eternity, as I knew what we were doing was somewhat wrong, I waited for my Mother to enter my room to give me a scolding. When my Mother entered I was sitting on my bed and she duly closed the door behind me and came over and sat beside me. Straight away she asked me how long this had been going on. I remember my head bowed and she lifted my head up and said not too worry but too answer her question. I said for a couple of months. My Mother then asked me if I liked what my friend was doing. I said it was nice because I liked the feeling. She then abruptly told me it was too stop straight away. My Mother then asked me if I liked girls to which I said I don't know. How long have you masturbated for and too what she asked. I said for a few months and that we exchanged magazines we got from the big boys for our dinner money. She asked me to show her. I got up and went to my toy box, a big tin box I had and got beneath my toys and pulled one of my mags out. She flicked through the mag then asked me how did it start and why with my friend. I said I did not know but it did. My Mother then got up and said once again it was too stop straight away sternly and that it was wrong to do this with boys and that it was ok with girls. Looking back obviously my Mother was against homosexuality lol. My Mother then told me to lie down on my bed to which I did without any hesitation as her tone was still cross. My Mother then told me to relax and just said to lie still. She proceeded to pull my shorts and pants to expose myself. To my amazement she unbuttoned her blouse and took of her bra to expose a lovely set of breasts. My Mother said until such times I find a girlfriend as I got older she would make me feel relaxed and that I was never to have my friend round overnight again or indulge in what was going on ever. My heart was pounding looking at my Mothers breasts and nipples. Ffs this was heaven too me. My Mother then bent over me and took my cock in her hand and stroked on it. My Mother also instructed me to hold her breasts and kiss and suckle them. OMG it was not long till I shot my load as my Mother stroked me and continued to encourage me to grasp caress and kiss her. Afterwards she just held me tight as she lay beside me. She once again sternly informed me it was not too happen again with my friend and as still such times she would look after me whenever I so wished. My Mother continued to caress my body, hands all over the place and encouraging me to kiss and suck on her breasts. After a few minutes my Mother took off her jeans to expose to me her fanny. She then asked me to snuggle into her and to continue to play with her breasts whichever way I wished off which I then witnessed my Mother pushing fingers into her and watched eventually as she enjoyed herself. After that I then experienced my first blow job from a women, my Mother. Well from that day on of which lasted around another four years my Mother and I became sexually integrated with each other and no matter what whenever I wanted or like wise she, we would have our wonderful experiences together. If my Mother never caught us god knows I would have probably never experienced this what so ever.