probably has no idea I remember or think this. I remember when I was very young and breast feeding, which I did until I was about 4 yyears old, that she would lay me on my back and hang her titty in my mouth as she sucked my dick and rubbed herself. I remember looking up and seeing her hand in her pants and it moving. I also remember when she would feed me when my dad was there, she would always take me into their room and lay on her back and press my body to her's firmly. Most of the time I would not have a shirt on so we were having heavy skin to skin contact. Sometimes it felt very erotic and so warm, in my tummy it would literally tingle and I would get an erection and it would stick straight out and she would press it into her tummy and hold me so tight. I don't remember it coming to an end but nothing like that happened after and I had a normal childhood. Recently my parents divorced and my mom is now going without a bra and lower cut tops and long shirts with no bottoms so her ass is showing when she reaches up to get something and tits in full view when leaning forward. I'm in college and have plenty of good sex with amazing girls, but when I'm home, I live with mom and pay for nothing, because she asked me to move home befor school restarted to be with her so she wouldn't be alone and to save my money. So, I get the same feeling I had as a child when breast feeding and receiving her lovely warmth. I hav e been thinking more and more about her this way, for the past several weeks. I have masturbated thinking about her and do not regret it after. I do not make it overly obvious that I am looking, but she knows I do. I have made sure I am in the correct place to see when I know she will lean over to get into the fridge and into cupboards and such. She also is not overly obvious about showing herself and seems to have adequate restraint about her behavior. But I get the feeling she would love to pick up where she left off when I was sucking her tits. She has began hugging me goodnight while I'm sitting and corralling my face into her cleavage. I reach up around and pull her into me harder. I plan to start a little pucker of my lips and kissing her then and see she responds. I hope we pick up exactly where we stopped. I want to lay and suck her titties while she sucks my dick like I am still her little baby... I have a a good idea she has always been sexually depribed. I remember hearing her complaining to her sister how bad my dad was in bed and he never did anything good. I don't think she ever had an affair, but I would imagine she has gone online and realized the amount she has missed sexually. That most likely contributed to their divorce. I am very glad she has invited me to move back home and hope to feel her soft mothering lips on my cock in her own time. I often call to check in befor I go out after school now. I have broken dates to go home to her when she has asked me to come be with her instead. I make sure she knows I'm happy to do so. I want her more than anyone else. I want her to do to me like she use to when I was a baby and will wait until she moves closer and closer to that. I do not know if she realizes I remember that long ago. However I am sure she does not realize how much I would love that again. I'm fairly sure she knows I do not object to what she is doing now though. Every time she gets closer to me, I respond favorably.