When we first started dating, my boyfriend asked for a "D/s" relationship. He was quite a natural dominant and a bit of a sadist. Me ? i'm more "50/50" in a relationship. But little did i know that i had a submissive side....... very submissive. As we started our relationship we got to know each other more. 2 years later, we more more than sure we wanted to spend our life together. I love him to bits and always will. We decided to take our D/s relationship and complete it. We got married a few months later. Husband and wife in a bdsm related relationship. D/s was 24/7 and we both enjoyed it. We were purely monogamous and that what we agreed on. Later on i discovered my masochist side even deeper, Both physically and emotionally. Yes hot candle wax and spankings and a chastity belt for orgasm denial, with teasing on the side. I remember he was at the door waiting for me to get my shoes on and he asked "Honey, are you coming ?" then he paused and smirked a bit an said "my bad not in another week or so". He would tease me about my chastity belt physically and emotionally. And i LOVE it. Things got more "sadomaso", deeper into the cuckquean and voyeurism fetish. I'm usually jealous but this time all i felt was .... compersion. He did not want a open relationship and neither did i. But what about an open relationship on his side alone ? this was my suggestion and i did not mind. After him thinking it over and after we talked about it. It was decided, A "semi-open" relationship i called it. But it was technically a Cuckquean relationship. We seeked out a female for him to play with while i watch or if lucky enough .... masturbate. Finally a few months later we found the perfect "cuckcake" for us to play with. Someone one who enjoyed my husband, while i enjoyed peeking at them. Today i'm kissing the toes of my husbands girlfriend while he makes out with her. He cum's inside her and i simply have the privilege to clean her up, i get to lick my husbands cum from another womans pussy. He is allowed to chase and fuck as many women as he wants, BUT i know i'm always the only one for him. And we do make love quite alot, Not everything is all spanking and cuckqueaning. I love him so much. Why do i let my husband sleep with who ever he wants but am still expected to be faithful to him ? firstly because i WANT to be faithful to him and i always will be. Secondly i enjoy the compersion side of things and the inequitable freedom i can give to the man i love. Thirdly the jealousy and/or humiliation side that i enjoy since i'm quite a masochist. Lastly i would like to say that my husband is not some man whore, he doesn't just sleep with any woman and has standards when it comes to women. He is everything i want/need/and love.