My confession is that I love too much. I got married on Easter Sunday 2005 . My husband promised me and God that if I married him that as soon as he sold his house in New York, he would come to kentucky to live with me. He sold his house in New York then he decided, without telling me and consulting his ex-wife and best friend, to buy his best friends house in New Jersey. Now guess wher my husband lives. In New Jersey with the man , his best friend, that he bought the house from. They are living there with his and his friends children. He is not moving to live with me. he broke all his promises to me and God and this truly sucks. His children are abusive, they hit him and cuss at him and he likes this. He takes their abuse , his ex wifes abuse and stays with them. I had love to offer him and a good family life, not one of abuse but he turned his back on me. I had surgery and had just gotten out of the hospital and recoering from surgery when he decided he needed to return to his 17 year old son in New Jersey because his son threatened to kill himself. His son knows how to use his dad to get what he wants. His son threatened to kill me and my husband but my husband didn't do a thing about it. His son threatened us in front of my two children, my 6 year old and my 14 year old. they heard it and then my husband had the adacity to say his son never threatened us and that I made it up and my children would say whatever I told them to say. That is a total crock. I just thank God that He knows of it all and my husband will be judged by Him one day soon. Oh yeah the real clencher is that now my husband has been gone for 5 motnhs from me and he calls me and tells me that he has to stay with his son until he is 25 years old that is the law in New Jersey. I tell him that is a bunch of crap, because it is. I am not stupid , I do know how to research things, hello!He says he has responsibility and duties towards his son. I say what about your duties and responsibilities to me and the promises you made God and me. he said that his son takes presedence over the promises he made to God and me. Oh well that is what you get when you are not looking for a husband but he actively pursued me when i joined a Christian website. He said to me pray for me that God will give me this and that and if God answers my request them i promise you and God I will do this. Well after he got what he requested from God and me he turned tail and ran and has not been back since. 5 months and counting and I ain't holding my breath for him to come back. I may be from kentucky but I ain't nobodies fool, especially not my husbands as he thinks I am. I pray for his soul for he has lost it to sin and the devil. I am foolish in that I still love the jerk even thoguh he does not love me nor care about me in any wise as his wife. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you he calls sometimes and wamts to come visit me for sex I say ain't no way since the last time he was here and we had sex in January, i ended up in the hospital and had to have surgery because of something I caught from him. I would like to know where he caught what he gave me ? I think we all know the answer to that one, don't we ?