my life
Posted May 11, 2012 by anonymous | 354 views | 1 comments
i need help, i need to be able to talk to someone and have no one to talk too. have made God mad at me, no one who understands. tired of being beaten up over every little thing. everybody else gets to say what they want and the rest of the family supports them, but me not a chance! where are my so called friends anyway??? not around because i have never been good enough just basically some stupid dog that every one feels sorry for and kinda accepts that's all. tired of being such a loser. nothing works anymore no desire to even try so defeated. need help but no one answers. silence is deafening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! am i really that far gone???? i know i have sinned and i am sorry for only thinking about me. it started out just one quotation, why the beating? i can't take much more. but i know i am in trouble, please forgive me. i want peace again. i want to feel loved again. i wished this somehow counted. i am tired of this addiction. why won't you take it away like everyone else claims you have for them? or is it i am just too much of a screw up to get my part right? theres no joy in it. the pleasure is more and more fleeting. please take it away. please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Commented May 12, 2012 by anonymous
Don't be negative it will down your confidence level. Enjoy the every moment of life. Share your problems with family and friends frankly, definitely you will feel better.