my husband
Posted Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous | 265 views | 7 comments
I'm still in love with my husband. I'm the girl who wrote husband and boyfriend and lesbian porn. anyway. I'm still in love with my husband. I do not want to be carrying this other man's baby. I hate myself for what I've done despite the fact that that my husband has had sex with other girls too during this seperation of ours. I'm so mad at my self for doing the same thing. he says he still loves me and wants to try and work things out. I miss him so much. its been ten months since we've seen each other. I'm almost seventeen weeks pregnant. the father of the baby and I arent even talking. I'm just so angry and disgusted at/by him too. plus his cruelness and meanness and put downs and insults and physical abuse just makes me even more sick to be carrying that monsters child. I just need some guidence, someone I can talk to. please[br] I'm so lost.
Commented Jun 6, 2013 by anonymous
kill the baby. you'll grow to dislike it.
Commented Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous
true ...
Commented Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous
thank you for your input.
Commented Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous
I'm the one who wrote this and I'm in my fourth month. I can't abort it. if I keep it my daughters dad is willing to play the part. I don't know if I'm strong enough to give it up for adoption. idk if that will be the right thing to do so my husband and I can move on also of not for my husband and I then financially. I'm not sure if I can handle and support two children. I've got a four year old daughter too. I just need to talk to someone. it was so unexpected. my daughter was planned. I was mentally and emotionally and financially ready for her. this baby will be born into a mess if I keep it. it will still have a father if I keep it. but my husband doesn't want anything to do with it and I'm still inlove with him. keep the baby and lose the man I love. give up the baby and keep the man I love. keep the baby and be a single mother of two. can I afford that. financially mentally and emotionally. those are my problems and self battles. I just need some guidance. that is all.
Commented Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous
abourt it i was raisd without a real dad and I wish my mom would have just sent me to heaven from the Start
Commented Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous
it is not the baby's fault. DO NOT GIVE IT UP FOR ABORTION. talk to your husband about it. when it's born spend some time with the baby and you might end up loving that baby more than your life, or if the way you feel about the baby then give it up for adoption. someone could love that baby and give it everything he or she may need
Commented Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous
i here u baby so no ones around