My heart is fading
Posted Nov 28, 2014 by anonymous | 201 views | 5 comments
My birth was a mistake. My very being is a mistake. Every second of every hour I'm in a mental battle. I'm changing. I'm changing mentally. I'm not saying in losing my mind nor am I saying I am losing my mind. I think I am. I am not sure. I can feel myself turning colder and colder. My heart become darker and darker. I've made my mother cry many times. And believe me I couldn't give a shit. I made my "aunt" tear up a while ago. I didn't feel anything. A part of me thought it was funny. To be honest I never had love for my aunt. When my grandmother died three years ago it didn't have an affect on me. I don't know what's wrong with me. I have become suicidal. Telling me to kill myself and saying I'm going to die or telling me to go die only feeds the evil that's growing in me. Go ahead. Feed the darkness. You're just shaping, molding, bringing fourth a darker beast. So go ahead. There is noting you can say that will hurt me. I know I am dirt. No. I am below that.
Commented Dec 9, 2014 by anonymous
SUICIDE IS A "PERMANENT" SOLUTION TO A TEMPORARY PROBLEM...PLEASE ALWAYS GIVE IT 24HRS..HONEY YOU ARE WORTH LIVING AND LIFE HAS SO MUCH TO OFFER YOU....I PROMISE...I HAVE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE......
Commented Nov 29, 2014 by anonymous
Suicide Crisis Center 1-800-SUICIDE - National Hope Network Toll-Free, 24/7 hotline for emergency suicide information 1-800-999-9999 - Covenant House 1-800-850-8078 - The Travor HelpLine - Specializing in gay and lesbian youth suicide prevention
Commented Nov 28, 2014 by anonymous
Oh my god! Go get help! Right away! Even tho u think hat you r totally bad, u r totally awesome, just like everybody, u r amazing in some shape, form, or fashion.
Commented Nov 28, 2014 by anonymous
Well damn! A bitch made nigga came trough and rated my shit lame. Haha.
Commented Nov 28, 2014 by anonymous
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