My Fked up mistakes
Posted Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous | 497 views | 14 comments
Please bear with me guys im still a teen whos just searching for a shed of light My parent never really let me go outside and get to know ppl in my area, even though im good at socializing. Because of this i was very drawn to computer. I was introduced to porn at a young age and quickly grew horny. When i was 11 my 5 year sister licked my dick twice (i did not orgasm) When my mother found me without underwear she suspected that i raped my sister, i lied and said I was jerking off (i was still severely whipped). I regret the moments of that day because Its disgusting to even think about. When i was 15 I found out about Craigslist Casual Encounters section. When i met a old man online, i went to his house and watched porn and jerked off. I failed to make an right and justified decisions of saying no to these disgusting acts. Now my guilt is eating me up and im only a 10th grader with no one to turn too. I don't mind if you guys hate me ='( I hate myself because i don't see myself as normal. Sometimes i even think about suicide. Please help me fix my life and my guilt. Help me rid my devastating porn addiction
Commented Aug 4, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Mar 7, 2013 by anonymous
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Commented Mar 3, 2013 by anonymous
Thank God! Somenoe with brains speaks!
Commented Jan 25, 2013 by anonymous
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Commented Jan 25, 2013 by anonymous
You have done these things when you were innocent. Do not worry about it.
Commented Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous
don't feel bad... what happen with your sister is natural it happen with me and my brother... and the guy thing that's fine you were trying to find out about yourself
Commented Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous
Well you are in luck I do too
Commented Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous
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Commented Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous
Sure just get a text free app and Ill help you out cause I have a good heart and all. Where do you live?
Commented Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous
I'm 14. I'm just as fucked up. everyone makes mistakes. I see nothing wrong with what you did. you learned from it anyway right? I've always been suicidal. you can text me if you want 435-580-4571 :/
Commented Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous
But what i did , It just makes me feel not normal. Think i should feel bad for what i did. I just need an outlet and somebody to talk to, if anything to find a better outlet Like texting or emailing
Commented Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous
Listen im in the 10th grade Too but im a girl but I just wanted to say there is Nothing wrong with you if you Watch porn and it makes you feel good than Watch it embrace your sexual side. I do. Do not beat yourself up about it. Do you!
Commented Jan 24, 2013 by anonymous
Don't eat yourself up! Most people have experienced some kind of 'perversion' at one time or other! It's all part of life, and of growing up! As soon as I was capable of a hard-on, pretty much the first thing I did was jump into bed with my sister who was three years younger. She wasn't impressed when I came all over her little pussy!