My first grownup
Posted Aug 20, 2013 by anonymous | 534 views | 11 comments
As a boy I was always into my older brothers porn stash. I was into the men as much as anything else. This came out in my attraction and actions with other boys, When I turned 18 I was anxious to go to the adult book store. I went and was hooked. After some time I left. I drove home to the apartments I lived in with my parents. A man had followed me. He told me he saw me at the book store. And he assertively told me to get in his van with him. I was always the submissive type. So i did what he said. I got in and right away he had he hands down my pants. He pulled his out too and guided my head down to his cock. He had me sucking him right there in the parking lot in front of my parents apartment. I don't know why but I started feeling dopey. I'm guessing he slipped me something. Anyhow before I knew it he had me on my back in the back of his van. He was on top of me and he fucked me hard. It hurt. I'd never done that before. When he was done he told me to put mypants on but he didnt give me back my underwear. I went inside into my room. I took my pants off to go to bed and his cum was dripping down my leg. I felt so used. I never told anyone till now.
Commented Sep 10, 2013 by anonymous
it's called being submissive. Deal with it. Find a safe dominate person and enjoy.
Commented Aug 22, 2013 by anonymous
Well luckily nothing else happened. Guess u just weren't thinking straight
Commented Aug 22, 2013 by anonymous
Like you and the other guy have said I guess that was kinda stupid. There could have been others waiting in the van. Or I could have been kidnapped. Or both. I can't even begin to imagine what would have happened then.
Commented Aug 22, 2013 by anonymous
Rofl.....u willingly went in the van. U asked for what was coming dude
Commented Aug 21, 2013 by anonymous
I don't want to see a therapist. I'd rather be anonymous. Can anyone here tell me what I should do?
Commented Aug 21, 2013 by anonymous
lmaooooo omg man, maybe you should see someone, like a therapist I mean. that would probably really help you sort your feelings out.
Commented Aug 21, 2013 by anonymous
I guess partly I had always been told to do what my elders told me and I was curious about what he wanted.I don't know. I feel so ashamed. But I keep thinking about it. It's like I want to again or something. I'm so confused.
Commented Aug 21, 2013 by anonymous
That is quite grown up story.
Commented Aug 21, 2013 by anonymous
Omg that's so sad feel better :(
Commented Aug 21, 2013 by anonymous
You're 18 fuckin years old and a strange man tells you to get in his van AND YOU JUST DO IT!!??? Wtf is wrong with you? XD Am I missing something? Was he threatening? Did he have some kind of weapon? Like what are you three!?
Commented Aug 21, 2013 by anonymous
Lmaoo you felt used? You were used. Don't expect any sympathy Bud, you pretty much let this happen. Are you sure you didn't like it?