My Dreams Out of Reach
Posted Nov 19, 2013 by SleeplessButDreamful | 191 views | 4 comments
My first confession. I actually dream about the lovely times of me and my crush. Never anything sexual. Mostly us laughing, hugging, and having a great time. Although, every time after I would just start tearing up after I finished. Realizing that can never happen. You see my crush is actually very popular while I am just the kid who is a "nerd" who plays video games. She has many other popular boys that like her. What's worse is that I hardly play video games anymore because it hurts a lot. I always stop and think about my fantasy. I hardly get sleep. I want to stab myself until the pain goes away, but I can't. I can't stab myself, but I want to do it so bad.
Commented Dec 23, 2013 by Mr.OddOne
You know the saying "No pain,no gain" ? Well unless you try confessing your love for her, whoever she may be, you'll never learn the outcome. If she rejects you the try to make your way of life different , maybe try to socialize more and all that stuff people do. Believe me I once had experiences like yours, but with the help of some friends it turned out well.
Commented Nov 20, 2013 by anonymous
u fagget
Commented Nov 20, 2013 by anonymous
Its not your video games thats holding you back. What you are doing is comparing yourself to others. Just approach this girl and speak your mind. If you get rejected then you get rejected. You will hear the word no your whole life. Whether its from a girl, a job interview, etc. The worst thing you can do is not try at all. You want this girl go after her. Whether you get turned down or you don't you will feel so much better about yourself. Who knows being that your different from these other guys that might just work to your advantage. Girls like guys who are unique.
Commented Nov 20, 2013 by anonymous
If this is because you don't think you're good enough and it hurts so bad that you can't stand it then make a change. Start working out, start dancing, find ways to make you popular. I've been in the same position as you, I used to be the fat little angry nerd who most people avoided. But I decided to make a change, I started dancing and learned to control myself and now people ask me regulary about parties, hangouts and such. I've also had my fair share of relationships since I got popular. So make a change and you'll have a chance at her before it's to late.