my deepest wish
Posted Apr 13, 2011 by anonymous | 377 views | 4 comments
I promised that I would never take my own life... but for over a week now I have made every one I love miserable... the woman I love and care for I have made cry nightly... I am honestly trying my best... tonight it was because I was not taking care of her needs and doing my work in the fashion she likes... my only meaning in life is caring for her and all i do is make her unhappy... I want to die but I never break my word... so I sit here and wish that something would take my life... because I have finally proven through trying my best to make the world a better place... that the world is better off with out me in it
Commented Apr 16, 2011 by anonymous
Also Women that are Not Married or Married to a Man with a job should be paid less than Men
Commented Apr 16, 2011 by anonymous
Have You ever heard of crocodile tears? women are good at It. The Apostle: Paul said the Woman will be Saved If She continues In Charity. That Includes Not being a burden to Men, where the hell do they get this Idea that Men are suppose to be the bread winner of the Family?
Commented Apr 13, 2011 by anonymous
Hey man I've been stuck in that rut too. I never break my word and that is why I haven't killed myself either. Because I think about how angry my loves would be with me for breaking my promise. I've been in therapy for about a year now and am not as suicidal as often but the feelings are still always there. It's a struggle.
Commented Apr 13, 2011 by anonymous
Dont waste your time, go hug her first, free up your thoughts and concentrate on the most important things in life, if you die, it will make the people who love you feel worse, but you have an incomplete mission