My darkest secret.
Posted Jul 15, 2011 by anonymous | 1195 views | 6 comments
I am a 14 year old girl and this is my darkest secret: When I was in 5th grade, a few of my guy friends and I were very curious about sex so we decided to have a sleepover and look up on the internet what sex was all about. On the night of the sleepover, we were all excited when suddenly, a kid in our class that nobody liked arrived though none of us had invited him. We decided to just go on with it anyway. While looking at porn videos, we all just sat there, perplexed and confused. Then the kid that nobody likes took off his pants and started waving his penis around. I went to the bathroom and while in there, he barged in to try and catch me using the bathroom. Then later, he started to hump me from behind while I was still wearing pants. It felt weird but I was very curious and wanted more so I gave in and let him hump me for a while. i kept on discreetly mentioning stuff about it until he would start humping me again. To this very day, i regret feeling that way that night. Though nothing else happened, I hate myself for even letting him do that. I feel ashamed and I feel like a whore. I'm so angry with myself and I wish that night never would have happened.
Commented Aug 6, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Aug 28, 2011 by anonymous
Obviously you have a poor upbringing. People like you end up having kids and let the state pick up the tab because you can't fucking look after them. You are disgusting and vile. A complete loser also.
Commented Aug 12, 2011 by anonymous
Forgive yourself and let it fade away. You were young and curious and no harm was done, and no friend or boyfriend worth having would hold it against you now or in the future.
Commented Jul 17, 2011 by anonymous
Poor boy took his pants off to expose everyone to his penis. Poor boy barged into the bathroom hoping to catch you in the nude. Poor boy might have raped you. Such a poor misunderstood boy. Hopefully, someone will care enough to visit him today at the prison.
Commented Jul 17, 2011 by anonymous
you are a shameless tease who led a poor boy with low self esteem on, and made him think you were interested in him when you just wanted to use him for your own little game. You should feel ashamed. Hopefully that shame will lead you to treat others better and stop toying with their emotions. Your confession talked all about you and how you feel bad, but what about that poor boy you led on? Did you even give him a second thought?
Commented Jul 15, 2011 by anonymous
as long as nothing happened you are good to go, just forget it as if nothing happened :)