My Cheating Heart
Posted Sep 12, 2012 by anonymous | 842 views | 8 comments
I'm an 19 year old college student with a real fucked up past. I am engaged to this guy i have known for 5 years and i am/was so madly in love with him. Then there are times i just hate his guts. I get so unattractive to him, that he makes me want to have affairs...so i did, last year, my freshman year, i fucked over 6 guys and a girl. best thing i ever did in my life. my boyfriend do not know and i feel like im addicted. I just got back to school last week and i and i already fuck to guys. One guy is name DJ and i couldnt stand not to look at him everytime he walked by..he is a guy from the Bahamas (like how stella got her groove back) sexy as hell...smile to die for, he just looked my way and i couldnt wait to open my legs for him again. We went to the club, not together, i saw him that night just standing around looking dumb founded..i flirted with him real hard. I just grind up on him on the dancefloor and moved in the way i would move in bed. I just wanted to give him a lil taste of what i am in bed. I found his number on FB (these social cites) and texted him that night and i found myself in his bed. the was really good..i never heard a guy moan when they climax, i fuck with guys that their pride is in the way. moan and got up and said "i havent had sex in a while" i grinned and thought i came at the right time. The next guy is half african/french (yea i know its a lot of international guys, i really dont get to see them alot in my life people...of course i will fuck them) anyway. Me and him met in my freshman year at a party and he is soccer player....the other guy was in track and field. Ya is his name and he is sweet and damn he looks like he is paid...just last i boned him, not because he got money because i could feel that instant connection that he could fuck me so good my body will quiver. and i was right all along, i came three times. I couldnt help myself, i had to dip my finger in. i havent came in a while because of my deprived boyfriend. Im only a sophmore, i have so much to experience when in college. I feel so good when i step out of my bubble i stay in all time with my fiance, i just want to live life and fuck the world because im not going die without experience life partying and feeling good about yourself. Just being HONEST.
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Commented Nov 12, 2012 by anonymous
you have no right to call some one such things im shoure you done a thing or two in your life that people could easy juge you but in stead of jugeing hear guide her help hear too see that its not the right thing to do dont hate we all have diffent things in are life to deal with tempt from the devil can get the best of any one even you friend
Commented Nov 12, 2012 by anonymous
i understand wear your comeing from i beleave you can love the man you with but when youir with the same partner for five years i think sex is not the same im in a simuler place i cheated on my boy friend after five years too but i feel verry much bad if he would knoww he would leave me and the kids so i keep the sham in side my heart so spare the kids and him i only did it because i felt like he dident care for me any more hes never prpose yet eather and he dos things to make me feel that he would cheat too and the guy i had sex with i realy like a lot in the past i thalt that i could even love him i had too see wear my heart was at ive cheated on people in the past and not feel too deeply bad but thise time it atchly perice my heart i feel so dirty in side but now i know hew i am now i do love my boyfriend verry much and i now know im not a cheater no more and i dont feel thows sex feeling to the other guy eather but i do like him as a friend hes not a bad person he feels bad too because he knows that me and my boy friend arer good people its just we both have a lot on are sholders and stress i dont feel im a cheating slut im only human but i do hope that god will for give me for what ive done im truly sorry for my sin i can tell you one thing if hes a really good man than stop the cheating it will in up hurting your soul and even thow are guys dont know we hurt them we will always rember good luck friend fine pice in your heart
Commented Sep 26, 2012 by anonymous
You suck. You are a bitch of the worst kind. There's a special place in Hell for slut's like you. I hope you get raped by a stranger while you're in a "safe" place. Maybe gang raped by one big-ass black dude who can fuck your asshole, while a big ol' bubba-white boy forces you to suck on his schlong. You make me want to wretch. Have fun in your pathetic life, and may your actions cum back on you 10-fold. Bitch.
Commented Sep 25, 2012 by anonymous
yea break up with the fag and do you
Commented Sep 12, 2012 by anonymous
Past is the past that would not come back. Think about the future.
Commented Sep 12, 2012 by anonymous
If you're going to whore around maybe you should leave your bf instead of leading him on...nobody deserves that.