So for my 18th birthday, yesterday my brother took me out to dinner and we went to the movies afterwards, my brother has a girlfriend but she wasn't there ,me and brother have always been close he always looked up to me as a good girl ,he is 10 years older than me for quite sometime i've always masturbated while thinking of him i know this is totally wrong of me, i shouldn't have them thoughts but it happened at least 20 minutes of the movie went by i just act like it was by accident ,i brushed over his cock than he cleared his throat than i did it again, i started rubbing on the front of his shorts i saw his cock getting much better ,he really didn't say anything to me than i put my hand down inside of his shorts, i felt the head of his cock it was really big, i more of less went very slow, this was my first time to ever touch a guys cock, he reached over ,slid his hand down my jeans i unbutton them i couldn't believe me and my older brother was pleasuring one another, i was kind of embarrrassed cause i don't shave my pussy my clit was so hard , my pussy lips were so wet, i squirmed around i continued giving him a hand job, i knew he loved what i was doing , it was no time, i took his load of cum in my hand, i just wiped it on a paper towel i had but i could feel his cock throbbing but it was amazing, he continued to rub my pussy lips, my clit was hard, my pussy pulsating i whispered to him not to go inside my pussy cause i got this thing i'm afraid of breaking my hymen, i told him squeeze my pussy lips he actually massaged my pussy, he played with my clit it felt so good i couldn't do anything my pussy felt amazing, his hand felt so good my pussy lips so swelled , i knew i was about to happen, finally i cummed wow what a orgasm i had , my face was so hot , he took his hand out i button my jeans up ,my pussy was so wet, he told me he wished his girlfrends pussy, was hairy like mine, we watched the movie came left, he got showered up and left to go see his girlfriend but every so often when no ones home , we will go to my bedroom and we fool around he eats me out and i give him blow jobs ,he tells me how much he loves my pussy and i never saw my brothers cock but he has a nice thick about 7 inch cock, i love ramming it into the side of my jaw when i suck him off ,he will play with my ass when i wear shorts, sometimes i let him rub his hard cock, up the cheeks of my ass i can feel when is warm load cums on my ass, he does finger me while we do this omg this is so amazing but i feel totally emabarrassed i know this is wrong of us , i do take complete responsibility cause i started all of this , i don't know what to do now what you people think?