Hi yall this is a long story but you are in for a ride. twisted love ride. My confession is that i fell in love with this beautiful girl name Lily we have been dating for 6+years now she is the only women i ever loved. i would die for her. people starting speculating that she and i were a lesbian couple which we were we just told people we were befriends. I Hated the rumors so when i met this guy name Ryan that i starting liking there was something that was so interesting about him. He had such a great sense of humor. i never really wanted us to start dating i just wanted to be fucked hard i haven't had sex in over 3 years. So Ryan and i started dating and so i called my girlfriend that night explaining what had happen and why i had to do this. Along with everyone else my dad starting to think i was a lesbian and i couldn't let him my soul mate is a women. He would be ashamed and hate me for the rest of my life i would ruin my family , if it wasn't bad enough that my mom caught me and Lily when we were high school. Lily came over and we were making love i thought i had my door locked and i never expected my mom to open up my door she never does that. And there i was playing with Lily's pretty pussy. My mom was in shock turned her face and closed the door and said ur friend has to leave. so fast forwarding ----->>>> 4 years so 2 years into Mine and Lily's relationship Ryan and i starting dating. Lily and i have tried breaking up but we can't i can't keep away from her and she can't keep away from me. i love her soo fucking much i don't know why and how i can do this to her she knows about me and Ryan but Ryan doesn't now about me and Lily. Lily has a brother name Tyler who has always had a crush on me so him and i are pretty much like brother and sister. ever since he turned 18 he has just been getting so sexy and he has been showing his feelings for me a lot more that it's sooo sexy. We always play fight but lately our play fights have been a little more touchy touchy ;) He has been caressing my thighs up towards my pussy giving me those soft chills. Oh yes forget to mention he doesn't know Lily and I are dating..... so we always flirt fight ( if that makes any sense) when people are around even when Lily is around she is ok with him touching me she knows he has a crush on me she doesn't mind and she minds the touching depends on how far the touching goes. If his hands get to excited she will smack him in the head. like he slaps my ass so hard all the time in front of his fam they think were at brother and sister rivalry but he knows i love it when he slaps my ass hard like that i told him it sends shivers to my pussy when he does that. I get these feelings for him that i dont get for my boyriend my boyfrind is a great guy hard worker but i am a freaky girl who need and likes excitement and everytime i introduce something kinky nott to kinky butt just kinky enough he always yeahhhh yeahhhh mabe and sex is just thhe same ughh predictable... Tyler gets me going without even touching me just when his eyes are locked into mine and were just reading each others minds. Lately he been pushing him self up against my ass dry humping me for a few secs then smacks my ass and walks off teasing me. When Tyler walks towards me backing me up into the corner leaving me no where to go with his body pressed up against mine. Eyes are locked onto mine and we say nothing just let our eyes do the talking. He enjoys when i sit on his lap and then it just kind of turns into a mini lap dance. I want to be fucked hard by him or at least suck is dick i wanna hear him moan every time he starts to get hard he says ok get up you are hurting my leg because he gets embarrassed that he can't control his boner with me sitting me grinding on him. Just the other day i pulled my top over my bra showing him how round my breast were i started to caress my own tits while moaning and biting the top of my breast. and he couldn't help but just gaze at what i was doing. I think were gunna end up fucking i want to and i don't want too. That is my confession. there is a lot more i do feel extremely bad my heart breaks all the time when i do these things i don't and i didn't want any one getting hurt a little late but like they say karma is a bitch and i will get my share of hurt. It will be who is left hurt and lonely while i hurt my girlfriend and my boyfriend and possibly my girlfriends brother. I love them all that i can't help but indulge in there touch and emotions.