So... I start dating this guy Matt. Hes almost 15 years older then me, ( im 22 ) but he's a real good looking guy with a nice body. Mostly we always go back to my place, but for once, we go to his. We're watching a movie when we decide to get Chinese food. While he' gone.. I figure I'll get comfortable and take my clothes off and put on one of his t-shirts. So I go into his bedroom and open his closet... and there it is.... a inflatable sex doll. Except this sex doll isnt your average doll. Its like 4 feet tall and it looks like a young girl. I'm talking like ten or twelve year old looking doll. And it has a fully functional vagina too. It looked amazingly real.. and felt real too. It wasnt a cheap doll. So I'm freaking out.. and I look around some more. In his underwear drawer I find a dvd. I was a little scared to actually see what was on it.. but I put it in the dvd player anyways. On the disc... are 2 homemade sex scenes with older guys and underage girls. ( neither of the guys was him ) One guy was black and in his 30s and the other was white, in his 50s. Both girls were between 12 and 14yo. Matt had been gone for about a hour so I knew he was going to be back soon. I literally had just put the dvd back when Matt came back. We ate, and I pretended like nothing was wrong. Then.. later he wanted to have sex. I asked him if he had any crazy fantasies, or liked anything unusual. He said nope... so I suggested we watch another movie . I run back into his bedroom and grab the dvd and throw it in the machine when hes not paying attention. As soon as I turn it on.. and he sees what it is.. he jumps up and turn off the dvd player. He knew he was busted. I start yelling at him an hes trying to tell me how sorry he was. I asked him why he liked that kinda stuff, and he just said it turned him on. So i turn it back on and i'm yelling at him "this crap turn you on?? " He doesnt say anything... but all i can hear is the moaning and groaning from the video. I turn.. and i start watching it. And watching it... and watching it. Suddenly im mesmerized by it. The girl in the video was really getting fucked hard. I was shocked I was watching this... but I couldnt turn away. I'd seen a lot of interracial videos before, but this was mind boggling. He was huge, and she was so young. It was crazy. We ended up watching both videos a few times and having sex on the couch while they were on. Later we pulled out the doll and I masterbated while he fucked the doll. Then he fucked me better then he'd ever fucked me before. It was crazy!!! Don't judge me cuz now his pervert crap turns me on...