Hello there im a 16 year old boy who lives in a country in which homosexuality is not seen as in other countries, it is considered unnatural and disgusting by most of the ignorant boys my age, which believe me are many, and bisexuality is no esception, once you feel attraction to a person of your same sex its already considered gay. Personally I consider homosexuality a mental state even if im bisexual my self, but dont get me wrong, im not saying its a desease or a dissorder, that would be saying that im sick, and im not. I started to have homosexual activities at an early age (4-6 years old) with one of my neighbors who is maybe 2 or 3 years older than me, we ussually got naked and played around, kissing each other, sucking, and stuff without even knowing what "homosexuality" meant. That is what triggered the gay part of my brain, but i was young and still havent developed a sexual attraction to any of both sexes (thats when everything got mixed up in my brain). Now, 10 years after, I still remember everything we did, and how much fun we had. After puberty you would think that my tastes were settled... and they are, but not in a common way... i am only attracted to boys sexually, this means that if i masturbate to porn it is gay porn, i dont like straight porn, as it pictures women as dirty whores who like jumping and sucking on dicks, I like to picture women as nice and innocent people who you can talk and hang out with, people who are meant to be treated with respect and care not like filthy sluts, thats the reason why straight porn doesnt turn me on. On the other side gay sex is mostly about mutual pleasure, where both of the actors get what they want. I have fallen in love with 3 girls until now and felt physically attracted to far too many boys, but im still a virgin, because absolutely no one knows im bisexual and im not planning to tell anyone unless im going to have sex with a guy if he knew. My type of girl is the one that is not affraid to smile, the one that is always transmitting a good vibe and always willing to listen and chat about anything, someone who I would never get bored of, someone who will accept me as her boyfriend even if she knew i was bisexual, and she doesnt need to be hot, just cute or attractive. And I would like to lose my virginity with a boy, because gay sex if just awesome, you get the best orgasms with it and there is no pregnancy risk.