
My big brother
Posted Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous | 12126 views | 74 comments
OK so, I'll keep this quick. I guess you can say that I'm somewhat of a coward, seeing as how I cannot tell this to anyone face to face. I'm 17 and my older brother is 20. He's the best. I'm closest to him than I am to anyone. I live with our mom and my dad. He has always been there for me, even though he has moved away for college. Growing up, we have always relied on each other and even though we had separate lives and friends, we have always had a special bond. He has always been a really good brother and friend to me. I love him more than anyone. He's gorgeous and everyone thinks so. He's got these hazel eyes and tan skin. He's got curly hair and one of the most beautiful smiles. Do you know where I'm going with this? He also surfs all the time too, so of course he's got a gorgeous body. He also smells so good. I guess I've always had these "odd" feelings for him, even when I was little. At first they just started out as innocent and curious. But I guess as time passed, they just got stronger and more sexual. He's always dated a lot, but one time when I was 15, I came home early from a friends house and I heard him having sex, though his door was closed. My odd feelings came back and I realized that I was jealous of the girl he was with. I was jealous because he was giving her attention and not me. Nothing has been the same for me because I realized that I have always been attracted to him, but never knew it. Now all I can think about is sex with him. I want him so bad and I'm ashamed. He's home for the summer and its been very hard for me. He met this girl in school and I can tell that things between them are serious and I absolutely hate it. It really hurts because I've always come first, and now theres this new girl who takes all of his attention. He has always hated all the guys that I've dated, and I like that. I like his attention. My life is changing because, I try to date guys but they dont compare to him. My feelings for him are becoming stronger and I'm afraid that I'll act on my feelings and do something I'll regret. I've been distancing myself from him, and I can tell that he thinks I'm mad at him or something. I dont want to hurt him but I'm confused and I'm upset. I just want him so bad and it hurts when I cant help but imagine what it would be like to be the one that he makes love to. I'm thinking about talking to him, but I'm afraid. I dont know how he'll react and I doubt he'll feel the same way. I'm becoming desperate and I dont know what to do. Wish me luck.
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Commented Mar 12, 2013 by I<3everyone
That's the same with me omg
Commented Mar 7, 2013 by anonymous
Thats sick man..your are fuckin sick
Commented Feb 4, 2013 by anonymous
that was not quick
Commented Jan 21, 2013 by anonymous
seems to me you have two choices. either get over your brother and move on or fight for him. If you choose the later then know this, he will likely break up with the current girl eventually and when he does make your move. Or, if you don't want to wait, make your move now. You could try making him jelous by dating a guy then confronting him on his jelousy. Oh and if your're interested, there are states where incest between brother and sister are NOT illegal. In other words, you can live as husband and wife, have kids and nobody will bother you.
Commented Jan 20, 2013 by anonymous
Aw, you are a lovely, understanding, and very sexual girl! I would love to make out with you... It would be gentle, sensitive, sensuous....
Commented Jan 20, 2013 by anonymous
I think your feelings about your brother are not abnormal; I was and continue to be very close with my younger brother. You need to be open and honest with him and tell him about your feelings. He is your brother and he will more than likely be flattered. Once he knows what's going on he'll probably be more sensitive about having sex with other girls while you're at home and maybe he'll approve of a boyfriend for you, possibly a friend or acquintance of his or one of his girlfriends. You do need to start dating guys, possible someone who reminds you of your brother. Good luck
Commented Dec 27, 2012 by anonymous
I almost died from laughing SO hard at this comment. OMG... wow. Thank you for that. Hahahahaha!!!
Commented Dec 22, 2012 by anonymous
DON'T DO IT1
Commented Dec 20, 2012 by anonymous
Dude, do you know what incest is? You cannot, and should not be 'dating' your brother. Not only is it illegal (in the UK at least), but it is also immoral! I understand that you cannot just 'switch off' your feelings, but you need to try and control them at least! I hope you sort things out, somehow. If you need someone to talk to, reply to this message! Matt :)
Commented Dec 20, 2012 by anonymous
these are feelings you will have to forget somehow. remember he is your brother and cannot be your lover. feelings are hard to erase but you will lose him for good and possibly cause a family problem and then you will be left alone with regrets. you must stop living with " what ifs" and find your own path distant from his and maybe then you can find your true love. but remember its not with him an can never be. good luck. shaunalan
Commented Nov 28, 2012 by anonymous
Talk to him, sort things out. Asking if he can "do it" once with you, if he says no than laugh it off and say it was a joke. If he says yes then get ready cause it might be intense
Commented Nov 16, 2012 by anonymous
Why wouldn't he know incest lust at 17? He's at the height of a males sexual powers physically. You just have to keep jerking off about it though or just make subtle hints like complain to him you are horny as fuck and see if he offers. Even then it's risky as hell as it might ruin your relationship after. Some fantasies have to remain fantasies. Keep it for the jerk off sessions. Eventually you can date guys that remind you of him if this obsession sticks with you.
Commented Oct 14, 2012 by anonymous
dress up really hot like ultra hot the hottest you ever been in your life walk in when your parents are out sit by him and just chat get him drunk and trust me he be on you . inn the morning it be his fault but then you 2 be open to things more
Commented Oct 11, 2012 by anonymous
Take off all your clothes, get on his bed, legs spread wide, and get your hole nice and wet. When he walks in tell him either he fucks you or you are going to turn into the family slut and fuck every boy or man that will have you. Tell him its his choice, either you become his slut or the town slut. Im sure he doesnt want the family name tarnished so he will give you his cock.
Commented Oct 6, 2012 by anonymous
show him the letter buy condoms and do it.
Commented Sep 27, 2012 by anonymous
I will encourage you if your brother is gay. But he is straight, and it is best if you spend effort to take his body out if your mind. The fantasy is not going anywhere except driving you crazy.
Commented Aug 4, 2012 by anonymous
it'd probably turn him on. Tell him. Or better still, seduce him. I shagged my cousin; it was awesome!!!!!!
Commented Jul 7, 2012 by anonymous
ewh
Commented Jun 11, 2012 by anonymous
I'm going to tell you something you may have never heard in your 17 years, but us old people know it well... .ready?.. .. ... . You Can't Always Get What You Want. . . . . This, is one of those times. You will not get what you want. You will not get to sleep with him or 'be' with him or have his undivided romantic attention. You won't get it if you tell him, and you won't get it if you don't tell him. So you might as well lock 'Awlll That' up in a box and bury it. Keep you mouth shut. Start your plans for getting the hell out of your parents house.. . . . You'll find a guy one day that will make you feel awesome AND won't ruin your life. Trust me.
Commented May 25, 2012 by anonymous
I told my brother and he said that he had felt the same. We are currently 'Dating' :)
Commented May 8, 2012 by anonymous
You are a win all around with this comment.
Commented Apr 14, 2012 by anonymous
Me and my sister started fucking when we were 12 and 13. It's a wonder she never got pregnet. We enjoyed a lot of good sex for a lot of years. We both got married and raised families and remain close friends. We never talk about the early years, but I know she remembers them for I taught her to climax, a LOT. At 16 I turnned my best friend on to her and we had a three way. We averaged doing this at least three or four times a month for over a year.
Commented Mar 10, 2012 by anonymous
you are a winner! fuck up
Commented Mar 4, 2012 by anonymous
oh wait if ur a girl dont listen to that previous comment
Commented Mar 4, 2012 by anonymous
i say go for it i have had sexual feelings for my brother and had sex with him once or twice and we r fine nothing changed between us
Commented Mar 4, 2012 by anonymous
Old wive's tale? Then explain to me all the inbred kings and queens with hemophilia (sp?) and other GENETIC defects in the 1800's and before that. And typing in all caps and butchering grammer doesn't get your point across, it makes you look like and uneducated redneck. Thank you for making the downfall of today's youth more and more apparent.
Commented Feb 19, 2012 by anonymous
MY POINT AND GRAMMAR SUCK SO BAD I HAVE TO TYPE OUT MY OPINIONS IN ALL CAPS IN ORDER TO GET SOMEONE TO LISTEN
Commented Feb 16, 2012 by anonymous
i did it with my brother and i wish i hadnt! I FEEL LIKE I RUINED OUR LIVES! dont do it!
Commented Feb 14, 2012 by anonymous
THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH INCEST, IT IS JUST A WEIRD WESTERN SUPERSTITION. IF YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO YOUR BROTHER BY ALL MEANS ACT OF THOSE DESIRES AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE. ALL THAT STUFF ABOUT KIDS BORN OUT OF INCEST HAVING TWO HEADS AND 7 FINGER IS NOTHING BUT AN OLD WIVES TALE. SO GO ON AND ENJOY AN EROTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR BROTHER, CHANCES ARE HE WANTS TO BE WITH YOU TOO, I KNOW I ALWAYS WANTED TO MAKE LOVE TO MY SISTER
Commented Jan 26, 2012 by anonymous
It sounds to me as if you're thoughts and feelings became desperate quite some time ago. Whatever. I suppose you either tell him and he loves it or hates it, or you just stay quiet and let it burn away at you, OR YOU GET SOME GOD DAMN THERAPY! NOTE: If you do tell him and he loves it then for fucks sake dont have any kids. I think your story is beyond weird and let's face it, it's pretty fucking sad but having said that, if you're both over 18 and consenting to the idea of living like something outta the hill have eyes who am I to judge? Work it out and get you're shit together one way or another.
Commented Dec 30, 2011 by anonymous
my sister and I hand a relationship.. Started with her leting me wear her panties and I I would play as her sister.wonderful. We eventually started to explore each other bodies and then one day it happened. We were makoing out but this day was different I had removed her panties and then I was in her with her legs wrapped around me we were making love. It was wonderful. Knew we had crossed aline and backed off but never found anyone who was better. Talke to him. At least let him know how you feel
Commented Dec 4, 2011 by anonymous
Your confusion over your hang up is amusing...nobody cares,least of all anyone online....go ahea and fuck him,I'll just laugh.(LOL) I'm asexual and I LOVE the problems peoples sexual hang-up cause them-like a plane crash. I think its funny! Same with pedophiles..I don't have kids so I dont care! cheers!
Commented Nov 28, 2011 by anonymous
Lol! It would probably go something like this 'Uh Mom and Dad, I want to fuck my brother' Dad - You too?! Mom - Omg we can all do it together!
Commented Nov 28, 2011 by anonymous
You need to just come to peace with your feelings. Whats a kiss or sex anyways? You can still love him without all those other things. All I know is if one of my siblings told me that it would ruin our relationship as siblings so I wouldnt do that if you really care about him.
Commented Nov 17, 2011 by anonymous
tell him.
Commented Nov 17, 2011 by anonymous
Author, please don't listen to this person. If they grasp the english language this poorly, how much less do they grasp your situation or what you need to do. That's all. I have no other opinion on the matter. Best of luck.
Commented Nov 1, 2011 by anonymous
only u no if he likes u which he mite an all the time ur wasting u could be screwing him u no?
Commented Sep 29, 2011 by anonymous
I grew up fantasizing about my sisters only for too long! Brothers totally can think about theirs sisters sexually. Its only natural, but if your brother has outlets, you probably will have to try harder to turn him on. Walk around in suggestive clothing, 'accidently' leave the door open when you are sleeping in the nude or very little clothing. I never ended up doing much with my sisters, but to this day, I will wake up from very strong dreams about them, and when I see them occasionally a lot of the old feelings flood back, its a tough habit to break, especially if you spent years thinking about it!
Commented Sep 24, 2011 by anonymous
me & my sis do it too
Commented Sep 22, 2011 by anonymous
'Accidently' let him see you naked, and see how he reacts. If he wants to fuck you he will let you know. If he asks you for it, you will feel better about it later.
Commented Sep 20, 2011 by anonymous
You first! Better still, let me be the one to throw you off!
Commented Sep 12, 2011 by anonymous
Aww. I suggest you get a really good boyfriend to try and relieve you from these feelings a bit. Maybe just hang out with him and talk to him a bit more.
Commented Sep 1, 2011 by anonymous
Aww this is sweet. But you must understand that sibling relationships must beable to transcend sexual desires. In all honesty don't place your brother in hard situations, keep it as siblings and siblings only. Incest relationships just won't work in reality. I'm sure you'll find the right guy, but keep this relationship something 'special' and not sexual. good luck!
Commented Sep 1, 2011 by anonymous
people like you should back off this site
Commented Aug 30, 2011 by anonymous
my sis and I went all the way and it makes it worst, trust me. I mean we're both so addicted to it now that we won't ever be able to date others.. nothing compares.. it's just so hot and intense together.. so be prepared, if you end up fucking him, that's the only thing that will ever satisfy you the same way and you'll have to keep fucking each other in secret forever. now we just go out to vegas where we can at least show affection in public where nobody knows us.
Commented Aug 28, 2011 by anonymous
I thought you said you were going to be quick ? This is a shitty story. Go jump off the edge of a cliff !!!
Commented Aug 18, 2011 by anonymous
lol! You would be the one to give her that advice! She's 17! I agree its normal to experiment and to want sex, but its not good advice to tell her to try to have sex with her brother. They seem like they care about each other, so if they have sex, it wont JUST be sex. After its done and the pleasure is over with, think of the emotional damage and maybe even guilt they'll both feel afterwards. I agree some brothers may think about their mothers and sisters, but that doesnt mean those feelings should be acted on. She should just date and maybe even practice SAFE sex with boys her own age, because she will eventually find that one that she wants to be with.
Commented Aug 17, 2011 by anonymous
At 16 I was getting plenty of sex, from girls my age, married women looking for a young peter so you know about sex. Incest happens. You just have to be sure your mind is prepared for it. The sex would come naturally. It is easy to feel him out. Brothers DO think about their sisters, even their mothers, especially if they are trim and cute. Sex is strong, and damm damm damm good if you let it be. If it happens make it SAFE, and ...e n j o y ...
Commented Aug 11, 2011 by anonymous
i think it is normal to have a ''crush'' on the male figures in your life, however what you have described is far more. if it is becoming sexual, i advise you do not share it with family members or with your brother. this is something to be solved by finding another attraction and by seeking out a counselor. so my advice would be date, alot, and yes you might not think they live up to your brother , but that man will turn up soon enough. furthermore do not share it with your family.
Commented Jul 30, 2011 by anonymous
Nasty. How could u want to? U need help girl.
Commented Jul 27, 2011 by anonymous
Wow
Commented Jul 26, 2011 by anonymous
Yeah, its probably best not to talk to family. I dont understand how you could lust after a family member so much though. Did something happen to you as a young girl? You may need professional help and I suggest it. Please dont talk to your brother. Imagine how much of an odd situation you may put him in. Its best to admire from afar and yes, masturbate. Help to ease your lust.
Commented Jul 26, 2011 by anonymous
i don't care what anyone says! don't talk to ANY of your family members about this, that will create awkwardness for everyone involved. you need to talk to someone like a school councilor or someone who is kind of a stranger but may be able to offer you REAL advice. don't worry they legally can't say anything to anyone about it and if they do then you can sue them so they wont take that risk. if not, im afraid the only thing i can tell you s to look up porn of a really good looking guy and try and become obsessed with him instead, this way, your not hurting any of your family. and if you still can't do that I'd say masturbate and by the time your in college you'll be too busy or too smashed to even think about it.
Commented Jul 26, 2011 by anonymous
WTF? Do you think she will have a life after she does? She will regret it her whole life
Commented Jul 26, 2011 by anonymous
Do it! Do it! If he's hot, why not? I mean, you only live once right?!
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by anonymous
he is a male figure in you life, it's Freudian find a boyfriend and things will change for the better in your life
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by anonymous
Yucky? How could u want to fuck your own brother?
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by anonymous
And what will talking to him solve? Dont you think that, thats just gonna make him think you're weird? If he's talking to girls who are his age and sleeping with them, I doubt that he's gonna return your advances. Your bro sounds like he loves you like a big brother should. Just leave it at that. If you love him that much, then dont mess things up. Go finger yourself or something, you'll be fine.
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by alex
damn girl, NEVER EVER DO THAT, if you have sympathy towards him, then try to find a guy that is a level up from your brother, I am 100% sure there are a lot of guys 1 or more levels higher then him
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by anonymous
What a conversation that would be with her parents! 'Uh mom and dad? I want to fuck my brother....'
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by anonymous
Whore? Maybe ;)
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by anonymous
But yeah, it's probably just hormones. Go get professional help and you should be fine. Theres nothing wrong with talking to someone to help you with your problems. You're not weird! A lot of people experience this! However, its not okay to act on your feelings and its probably not best to talk to your brother. Tell your parents and I'm sure that they can help you. In a few years, you will probably look back on this and laugh and look in disbelief. But again I warn you, DO NOT TRY TO HAVE SEX OR BE WITH YOUR BROTHER. YOU WILL MOST LIKELY REGRET IT. AND CHANCES ARE, HE DOES NOT RETURN YOUR FEELINGS AND YOU MAY RUIN YOUR RELATIONSHIP. Sorry for the caps, I'm not yelling at you...I just want you to really consider that part. Ignore these comments, most people are only on here for a good laugh or to post things for a couple of funny reactions. They don't really care for your situation. Thats why you NEED to turn to your parents. Good luck.
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by anonymous
haha!
Commented Jul 25, 2011 by anonymous
Lol These comments are pretty funny.
Commented Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous
Now I remember you. You and your brother used to come to town with Bubba. You were very helpful when Bubba died in that fire. He was burned so badly that they asked you and your brother as his friends to help identify the body. You went to the morgue, but his face was damaged beyond recognition. But you asked that they turn his body over so that you could see his butt. This surprised the forensic pathologist, and caused her to ask, 'Why do you need to see his butt?' Because Bubba had two assholes. Everytime we came to town people always said here comes Bubba with those two assholes.
Commented Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous
No dipshit, I'm not a little angry. I'm trying to show this young lady a different perspective.
Commented Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous
A little angry are we?
Commented Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous
Listen to me good. Fantasy =/= Reality. What you are thinking would happen is not the same thing that would happen if you try to act on it. You will end up embarrassed and it will drive a wedge between you guys. Even if he felt the same way, you would always have that awkwardness every time someone cracks a joke about southern style family gettogethers.
Commented Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous
How was your brother circumcised? Oh that's right, they kicked you in the chin.
Commented Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous
Maybe he feels the same way. You should tell him and then maybe he'll dump his pretty and unrelated girlfriend for you. Maybe you'll get together and he'll finally fuck you like you've always wanted. Hopefully you're half brother will be with you and you're family will accept you guys as a couple! I think eveything will end up just fine. I hope you see my sarcasm here.
Commented Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous
Wow, your 17 right? Why are u even so concerned with sex? You probably have no idea what real, raw, intense lust is.
Commented Jul 24, 2011 by anonymous
Damn, it's probably best that you just continue to ignore him and not tell him because, sorry for the harshness, but you will probably and most definitely freak him the hell out.