My best friend
Posted May 16, 2013 by anonymous | 321 views | 4 comments
So I have a best friend, and going back we had an emotional relationship. I wanted to be with him, and fell in love, but he was gay. I was crushed, and decided to accept that, even though we already had an emotional relationship, and would go out on dates, and hold hands, and he pulled me out of depression, etc. Right before I found my boyfriend, he said he needed to get laid, and suggested we have sex since "a hole is a hole", nd I agreed, knowing that I needed some as well after being single for 4 months. So we agreed on friends with benefits, but i was in love. He told e to leave if I found someone who wanted a serious relationship, because he never would. So I found my boyfriend, and had to cut him off and just be friends with him again, and everything got complicated and my friend became jealous, and I lost him, because he started ignoring me. Apparently he somehow fell in love with me afterall. So now I miss him, and he was the best sex I've ever had, and I wish he would come back, but he won't. And I feel bad thinking these things when I love my boyfriend so much.
Commented May 17, 2013 by anonymous
You must make him agree about that.
Commented May 16, 2013 by anonymous
we can't help who we love . if I was you I would go back to my bestfriend clearly your deep and love with him. follow your heart
Commented May 16, 2013 by anonymous
I disagree with you. I think it's too simple to say "If you really loved your bf, you wouldn't.." It is possible to be in love with two people, or have your interest in them fluctuate. You may not like it, but it's true.
Commented May 16, 2013 by anonymous
it sounds like you love your best friend still and need to go get him back. If you truly loved your boyfriend you wouldn't still love your best friend