Sometimes i think guys are just so clueless and they don't know it themselves, but when it comes down to them thinking on there own they fail to do it even more. My childhood friend is pretty much the only guy that gets me, we've been up and down as friends but still understand each other. Eventually i have fallen for him is that bad?would saying something and be denied ruin our 10+ year friendship?. A few times ive done some crazy thing to get him to approach me in saying he likes me so it'd make my life a little easier, so i started "purposely" get caught naked by him or sometimes when he sat across when we watched tv together id pretend to sleep and expose my panties. I once left my vibrator in plain sight for him to see. But with no effect for a month i decided to go a little further. Every sunday we have this thing we do together when my parent go out to church, for 2 hours we watch wrestling sometimes it would lead into showing off some wrestling move cause well im just a tomboy like that. I decided to wear one of my mom thong cause i don't have my own i dislike the wedgie but i thought maybe it will attract him. He got me in a choke hold, as i fakely tapped out so he would release me, i shoved him down and sat on his face. Feeling his nose press up against my pussy i became so red and weak as i said this was my own move called fart of death, but he thought i was really gonna fart as he touched my butt and pushed me forward shoving me off his face. Falling forward on my elbow and face, i wore a skirt but it was lifted up as i was bent over exposing my rear end in thongs. I wanted him to keep looking but instead he wacked my butt, reached under between my legs flip me around pulling right knee toward me to do a countdown. I bit my lip as i felt my legs being spread open, 1....2....3 he let me go and all he could say was, i was bad for tricking him and that i am such a ninja. This whole time he didn't see the signs as he just thought we are just rough housing. I felt so awkward. I ran upstairs to my room and took the thong off, i was wet and horny i took my skirt off so i could rub a little but he walk in seeing me without my skirt as he asked if i was ok and not to be a swore loser. I looked at him and told him to get out, i shut the door and lock it. While he stand outside trying to cheer me up i was on my bed facing the door and rubbing my pussy, crying about how much i wanted him but he doesn't see me like that. After that day it was more awkward for me as he continued to look at me as like a little sister or childhood friend.