Missing You
Posted Aug 23, 2014 by anonymous | 205 views | 0 comments
So I had dated this man whom I immediately fell for. He was simply the epitome of every fantasy and idea and nuance of the perfect man. I was also on his "radar" and we hit it off instantly. We dated as soon as we can and I found myself pulling too much weight to be in relationship with him. My family quickly disapproved of him. And they were very vocal about their feelings. This made me anxious about my feelings and I tried to keep him interested by being open to a more promiscuous relationship. This stained us more since this man who knew the game too well. So the pressure and neurotic moves I was making made him less interested until he completely ignored me. I felt worthless to him and ended the dread which was our relationship. But up until now I miss him terribly. I miss being around him and feeling the closeness of his warmth. Yes he was a fling so to speak but that doesn't mean that true feelings weren't exchanged. He's moved and maybe is in another relationship but who knows. I hope he is well.
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