Melancholy
Posted Aug 14, 2014 by anonymous | 342 views | 7 comments
Each day is a day without colour. It's just me, sitting in front of a screen, all day. I look back at the living room my mother and I used to draw pictures at, missing her, crying a little bit. Pictures of my brothers and my friends are hung up on my wall, looking at their happy faces and mine stings my heart. I looked at the picture my crush and I are sitting crosslegged on a brown.carpet, playing Pokemon Sapphire together. I begin sobbing at the thought that I assumed we returned feelings. She's probably married and happy now, but as long as she's happy works for me too I guess, except it still grinds my heart. I lost it, the colour in my smile. Nothing around the house seems to have any colour, except for when I look through the noose I prepared for myself. I want to go through there, out of this now Monotonous, Melancholic world.
Commented Oct 1, 2014 by anonymous
I feel like this everyday too...
Commented Aug 16, 2014 by anonymous
I can literally picture your simple faggotry from that one comment,"Go ahead and do it you fucking loser". (I kind of chuckled)
Commented Aug 14, 2014 by anonymous
You first.
Commented Aug 14, 2014 by anonymous
No suicide is never the answer but if your going to go ape shit on innocent people because your life is fucked, then do the world a favor and go ALONE. No need to drag anyone else to your misery or hurt any innocent life's. Hope you get professional help..you have a talent in poetry..... but just saying.
Commented Aug 14, 2014 by anonymous
I'd love to hang you asshole
Commented Aug 14, 2014 by anonymous
Go ahead and fucking do it you loser.
Commented Aug 14, 2014 by anonymous
Suicide is never the answer. It's a selfish act. Think of the people you'll leave behind. No closure, no answers. Just guilt. Maby there were signs they missed. Maby there was something they could've done. Talk to someone. It could be a friend, a family member, or a stranger. Just seek help. Everyone has pain and sadness. Ending your own life is never the way out. It is an extremely selfish act. My ex hung himself in his closet with a belt 3 years ago. It was on Christmas eve. It still causes pain for everyone who loved and cared for him. We still have no answers. His mom still beats herself up Everyday.