Me, Myself, and Lies.
Posted Oct 16, 2011 by anonymous | 534 views | 4 comments
I'm not gay. But I was molested, and tormented being called gay and a fag. And I started to believe it, and I started watching gay porn and masturbating to it, which led to having gay sex with cousin, and I wanted anything gay I could get. I'm tired of living like this, and I am going to stop, I don't know how I'm going to tell my future wife, but I hope it doesn't affect our relationship. I just want to be forgiven and move on.
Commented Oct 29, 2011 by anonymous
Just get over it, and be upfront with her. I did the same thing with my wife after I stopped being gay. It is really not that big of a deal. As far as forgiveness goes, you may want to take that up with God. Get a Bible and read the first three chapters or so of the book of Romans. Good luck. ;)
Commented Oct 18, 2011 by anonymous
If she really loves you she won't care. You're already forgiven. Don't feel guilty, it wasn't your fault that you believed the lies.
Commented Oct 16, 2011 by anonymous
Hah, wow thanks. Will do.
Commented Oct 16, 2011 by anonymous
It's easy. Just tell her 'Hey if you feel like I left shit in your pussy, don't worry. I just had my dick up some guys ass.