Marrying him for comfort not love (bad economy confession)
Posted Mar 5, 2013 by anonymous | 342 views | 5 comments
I don't love him. God it feels good to say it. I said yes when he proposed and a second later I knew it was a mistake. He is not the one. He never will be. I know that and even deep down I think he knows. I respect him, care for him and even like him alot but the love is just not there. The feeling and emotions I should be feeling just never happened for me. If anything I go through the motions of what a good fiancee should be doing. I am never inspired to do anything special for him. I even told him that to no avail. I feel terrible because I know I will have a lover on the side once we're married. I can't live without the excitement real love gives and even though he can provide for me that's all he is good for. I couldn't really afford to move out with my salary without a guy so this is kind of sad azz excuse to move out. I'm not the gold-digger type at all but that's all he's good for. I don't know what to do. The easy solution is to leave but with all the fringe benefits who of us would leave such a sweet deal. In a few months, I exchange vows trying my best not to be smited in church for the lie I know I am going to commit. I'll be honest marrying a *** guy just wasn't going to cut it for me. As much as he can try he will never get me....hate to say. I know that's hypocritical cause I'm *** too but we come from two totally different backgrounds. I feel like I'm one girl with him and another when I'm on my own. I'm not willing to let one of them die,so I'll have to get my kicks from elsewhere. Wow I wrote alot but it feels good to finally say it.
Commented Mar 11, 2013 by anonymous
don't marry him. big mistake. he deserves someone better than you. you should look at that ring and pawn it and tell him u lost it. and move out. and take those dumb pictures of you and him off your desk your such a stupid bitch. yeah what did you expect he probably has a small dick and he orders porn of line and u find it and get all pissed. but you still go around pretending like you have the best relationship in the world. just don't get married you can find someone else that will fuck you hard and make u cum
Commented Mar 5, 2013 by anonymous
please don't marry him ,i think he deserves a chance to be loved by someone who loves him truly please let him be so he can find that someone who loves him the way you are supposed to love when you get married.
Commented Mar 5, 2013 by anonymous
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Commented Mar 5, 2013 by anonymous
Big mistake. Material things will not make you happy. You're better off telling him the truth and live in the gutter if you have to.
Commented Mar 5, 2013 by anonymous
Yes dear this is a bad economic condition out here.