Lust, Caution
Posted Apr 25, 2011 by anonymous | 693 views | 2 comments
I am a Christian young woman and I'm not sure I'm a virgin anymore. I didn't have sex with him, but I let him touch me and fondle me and now I can't put it out of my mind, though it has been over a year since I broke up with him. He was my first. I vacillate between deep shame and nostalgia. I am nostalgic, not for his company or his conversation, but for his body. I feel like such a bitch, but when he was out of sight he was out of mind, but when I was with him all I wanted was for him to shut up and just let me touch him. Am I a virgin? Maybe, but something within me has been sullied all the same.
Commented Apr 25, 2011 by anonymous
Being a virgin is a mind thing with most people, if you agree with that special someone to abstain and both are satisfied with the situation you are a virgin. If you are athletic and ride horses or do a lot of exercising or floor exercises you may not be a physical virgin anyway, if all you think the hymen is good for is representing a lady to be a virgin, maybe you need to grow up. Sounds to me, all you want is for someone to tell you to go ahead and do it. therefore the person or persons having a consenting thought will be the guilty one and spare your feelings, ie they are the blame not you. Once again, 'GROW UP'.
Commented Apr 25, 2011 by anonymous
did you bleed?